#THE PROBLEMS OF BEING A JROCKER WHEN OST YOUR IRL PEOPLE ARE KPOPS OR MAINSTREAM UGH TTwTT

[manabingu]

Inazuma Rock Fest 2018

I DUNNO IF IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO WATCH AN ABINGDON BOYS SCHOOL REUNION CONCERT WHILE I DID MY NAILS BUT I JUST DID AND NOW I AM A BLUBBERY HOT MESS AND MY TEARS ARE NOT A GOOD NAIL ACCESSORY!!?!?

I HAVE BEEN DYING TO WATCH THIS SINCE SEPTEMBER AND I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE WHO POSTED IT! IM SO HAPPY CUZ MY BOYS HAVENT SUNG IN LIKE 6 YEARS!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

BUT YO I GO SO EMOTIONAL I HAVE TO JUST VENT. LET ME VENT A LIL.

1. They started off with a small tease of “Desire” OMYGOD. What a TIME TO BE ALIVE 8)! I think they were telling us ABS stans that WE Desired this comeback so much and now THEY ARE HERE. GIVING US WHAT WE DESIRE. OOF. HOLD ME. AND THE WAY SUNAO AND SHIBASAKI WERE SHREDDING THEIR GUITARS??? HELLO BABES. AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON TOSHIYUKI. I MISSED HIM SO MUCH I LEGIT BAWLED. AND THEN  FRCKN TAKANORI COMES IN WITH HIS VOICE “MY DESIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRE” AND I WAS LIKE YOOOOOOOOOOOOO!?? AHHH I LOVE YOU!?!??!? AHHH!!! 

2. THEY PLAYED “STRENGTH” FROM SOUL EATER. HOLY FCKN RA I WAS LIVIN MY BEST LIFE I LOVE THAT SONG?? And it was so smooth and he did the little riff he does at the end that wasn’t in the OG CD release but that he adds in concerts and it brought back so many memories I was like OMFG. OWCH.

3. AND THEN THEY PLAYED IT. THEY PLAYED “HOWLING” FROM DARKER THAN BLACK. YOU GUYS. I COMPLETELY LOST IT. THA S MY FAVORITE FRCKN SONG AND I JUST EXPLODED AND SANG ALONG AND I CLAPPED AND OH GOD I WAS SHAKING LIKE AN EARTHQUAKE. HOWLING MEANS A LOT TO ME AND AAAAAAAGH HE DID THE SCREA AT THE END AND I WAS SO HAPPY. GAWD I HAVENT BEEN THIS HAPPY IN YEARS! I BROKE THE REPLAY BUTTON. I SANG ALONG SO HARD TO THAT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4. THE FEELS DIDNT STOP FOR ME. THEY CONTINUED BY SINGING “JAP” FROM SENGOKU BASARA . YOU GUYS. I WAS CHANTING ALL THE “HEY HEY!” AND “FIGHT! FIGHT!” AND HARMONIZING. OHHH GOD. ANOTHER REASON I ALWAYS SING TAKANORI SONGS AT ANIME IDOL IS SO I CAN SING ALONG TO HIS CONCERTS AGHH TTwTTo. ALSO CAN WE TALK ABOUT HIS LAST NOTE?????WHAT THE FCNSMHM YES KIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGGGGG!!>!>!>!>!?!?!

5. THEN THEY BRING OUT THE FABULOUS MICRO! And they sang LOST REASON. OMYGOD YALL. I JAM HARD TO LOST REASON EVERY SINGLE DANG TIME. CAN WE TALK ABOUT THEIR HARMONIES??? CUZ THEY DID SOME GOOD ASS HARMONIES?? OH GOD IT NEEDS A PEDESTAL.

6. AND THEY ENDED WITH “KIMI NO UTA” FROM TOKYO MAGNITUDE 8.0 . THIS IS WHERE I JUST. WOW. I WAS RIPPED TO SHREDS. I BASICALLY THANOS SNAP EVAPORATED INTO OBLIVION. BECAUSE THE ONE THING THAT I WAS PREDICTING OF HAPPENING BECAUSE IM A HUGE SAP. ACTUALLY HAPPENED.

I KNOW how much this song means to Takanori especially. AND TAKANORI. STARTED. CRYING. MID PERFORMANCE AND IT WAS HARD FOR HIM TO STOP. AND THEN THE REST OF THE BOYS STARTED CRYING. AND OH GOD THAT DIDNT HELP ME CUZ I STARTED CRYING HARDER. And yelling OH NO!!!! BBYS! ITS OK! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! YOU CAN DO IT! I BELIEVE IN YOU!!! AND JUST LIKE??? WHEN TAKANORI STOPPED SINGING I JUST SANG THE PARTS HE COULDNT. BUT AHHHH!! I WANTED TO HUG HIM SO BAD. LIKE.... I NEVER WANTED TO HUG HIM MORE THAN I DID THEN. YOU GUYS DUNNO HOW BEAUTIFUL AND CATHARTIC THAT MOMENT WAS????????? PLS GO SEE IT???? And like???

Takanori when he FINALLY was able to have enough composure to sing it, HE SOUNDED SO FCKN GOOD . LIKE??? HIS EMOTIONAL PERFORMANCE WAS SO GODDAMN BEAUTIFUL I CANT EVEN DESCRIBE HOW GOOD IT WAS. WHERE THE FCK IS HIS GRAMMY??? JESUS??? AGH???!!? But yeh then it was over and i just clapped alone and hugged my Takanori Nendoroid on my dsk and Im just WOW. Im not ok right now ;w; I loved that! <3

Man, I wish I had someone I could watch Takanori concerts with in calls. Who loved his music as much as me and whom we could just jam out to ;w;o. I have friends to watch anime and tokusatsu with but not this. RIP ME </3 LOL. Oh well ;w;o

#Abingdon Boys School #Inzauma Rock Fest 2018 #Mana Watches Inazuma Rock fest #I LOVE THEM ALL SO MUCH UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh #THE PROBLEMS OF BEING A JROCKER WHEN OST YOUR IRL PEOPLE ARE KPOPS OR MAINSTREAM UGH TTwTT