#UGH I love my early episodes murder twink but ttj's journey is one for the history books too

[dramarants]

it's telling the way ttj smiled at lss after their last night together in his dream, not a single drop of bittersweetness or regret or mourning for what could be, he is fully content knowing that though his end is near, he has faith in his choice and that some part of lss still loves him despite everything in the world outside. that man is truly at peace with it all and, somehow, I gotta be too

#till the end of the moon #tteotm #spoilers #ranting #I'm gonna need someone to gif him kissing across her face while she cried bc it fr wrecked me #also when it looks like he'll kiss her neck but instead drags his nose back across her cheek breathing her in & it's somehow WORSE #this once resentful dejected man both fought fate and accepted destiny with selflessness and all ultimately bc of love 😭 #god maybe sex even affirmed his choice - it's not only his master's order but the only way to save her and the world she cares for #like after his awe at her initiative he relishes the opportunity to shower her with affection & clearly takes pleasure from it himself #if anything he's a lil too satisfied that she can revisit these memories: proof of their hearts & ending with a bang (🙊) job well done LMAO #and maybe believing that next time she visits she won't be so conflicted bc she'll finally know the whole truth #UGH I love my early episodes murder twink but ttj's journey is one for the history books too