#a homeschooled dsmp fan? wtf

[dad-friend]

realized at 11:30 last night that ive had a crush on my team captain for almost a year now and just,,,,,,, didnt notice

#and now im the boys team captain (lmao) and shes going to college #why tf am i like this yall #me @ me since last june: and those feelings were friendship #i def had a heart sparkle phase before i got to here but that almost makes it worse bc i still didnt notice #it took seeing her outside of practice #and someone else saying ahe was 'easy to look at' (context needed but im too lazy) and her jokingly going #'oh you think im nice to look at? you think im easy on the eyes?' #meanwhile i was sitting next to her having a crisis and feeling like id been recallibrated like an early 2010s teachers activboard #apparently i have a type and its fellow jocks #good to know #also yall would not believe the red flags im ignoring for this girl #a homeschooled dsmp fan? wtf #im a dumbass your honor