realized at 11:30 last night that ive had a crush on my team captain for almost a year now and just,,,,,,, didnt notice
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𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 (𝐊𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐨, 𝐎𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐮, 𝐆𝐨𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐤𝐢)
Description: general NSFW headcanons with Kuroo, Osamu and Goshiki
Pairings: Kuroo Tetsurou x Reader, Miya Osamu x Reader, Goshiki Tsutomu x Reader
Warning: explicit nsfw (duh), mentions corruption kink and degradation
he’d likely be into having friends with benefits arrangements - Kuroo enjoys the casual nature of the sex, and is very much capable of keeping his emotions in check so he doesn’t develop romantic feelings
though, he’d prefer it being with someone he’s actually good friends with rather than a mere acquaintance or a random hookup, simply because that’d make him feel more comfortable
this dude would probably text them to come over, do the Do™️, and then end up getting some takeout afterwards while they just chill and watch a movie or something lmao
Kuroo will frustrate you to no end - trailing his fingers just near the waistband of your panties, or planting kisses along your inner thighs while deliberately avoiding your core
he’s a tease - it’s just in his nature. he’ll keep up the dirty talk and deny you to the point where it’s maddening
if you want to cum, you’ll have to either a) beg hard enough until he’s satisfied, or b) pull his head to your core and grind your hips into his face. he loves when you toss out all inhibitions and shamelessly decide to take matters into your own hands
when he wants to really mess with you, he’ll start grinding into you while you’re in his lap during a makeout session. he’ll make you ride his thigh and simply chuckle, doing a fat load of nothing when you whine about how it’s not enough stimulation to get you to cum
definitely uses sex as a form of stress relief. not only is he the Nekoma volleyball team captain, he’s also in college prep classes - a whole lotta stress equates to a whole lotta sex
for instance, say you’re studying together for an exam and he’s getting restless after having sat at a desk for hours. he’ll lead you to the bed, fuck you senseless to the point where you’re teary-eyed, kiss your forehead after you’re both satisfied, and then get right tf back to his textbook lmao
since you both have such tight schedules, there will be a lot of quickies. storage closet quickie, study session quickie, late night before a game quickie.
still, he’ll feel bad because he knows it’s not as satisfying or intimate, so when he has more time to spare, he’ll focus completely on spoiling you
Kuroo is a very giving partner in general - he gets off on making you squirm and cry out for him. he’ll seize every opportunity given to go down on you. he doesn’t care if he dislocates his jaw while making you feel good, he’ll ignore the ache and keep going until you’re satisfied
he’s an observant one, and will read your body language to learn what you like or dislike. he wants nothing more than to be the partner you need him to be, so he’ll change his approach according to what you respond well to
he notices you squirming more when he’s manhandling and degrading you? he’ll call you a dirty slut and tighten his grip on your hips
he feels your nails dig just a little deeper into his back when he’s being nicer and gentler? he’ll whisper sweet praises about how you’re such a good girl for him
ok im gonna stop now ffsfsfsfs can you tell how hard i simp for him
Osamu and Atsumu are always being compared to each other, with Atsumu being labelled the ‘wilder one’ and Osamu, the opposite
people who aren’t very familiar with him often make the assumption that he’s squeaky clean, and therefore, pretty vanilla in bed… right?
wrong.
Osamu is into kink exploration, and is very much interested in discovering the various facets of sex
plus, he gets a little kick out of being so unsuspecting -everytime he’s in public and feels a mild sting from the scratches on his back, he smirks to himself, reveling in the feeling of having this dirty little secret
definitely one with a bit of a corruption kink. he finds it amusing how he’s perceived as a vanilla person, when in actuality, he’s the one who relishes the feeling of taking away someone else’s innocence
he gets such a hard-on for responsive partners, ones who can’t control themselves when they squirm around and whimper sharply at even the lightest touch. it’s a way for him to tell whether he’s doing a good job at pleasing his partner. plus, the little boost to his ego certainly doesn’t hurt
such a sucker for domesticity. there’s just something about watch you move around the house (the house you share with him), doing the laundry or cooking at the stove. it may seem odd, but it turns him on because it simply reiterates the fact that you’re all his
on several occasions, he’s found himself sneaking up behind you and gently wrapping his arms around your waist while you’re doing something. when you turn your head back slightly to smile at him, he’ll lightly press his lips against yours before trailing soft kisses along the back of your neck and shoulders
the moment never remains soft for long - soon, he’ll have his fingers in your panties, rubbing tight circles on your clit while you cling on to his arm for support. he’ll hold you in place all the way until you tense up and reach your orgasm
then this bitch innocently kisses your cheek and leaves like he didn’t just turn your legs into jelly lmao
during arguments, Osamu does have a tendency to get frustrated, and he sometimes gets up in your face, hissing at you over something he disagrees with. the tension in the room, paired with you two being pressed up so close to each other often leads to angry sex
he’ll push you up against a wall and pull you into a vicious kiss that escalates to him thrusting into you at a punishing pace. as the tension dissipates though, he’ll be less rough, going softer on you while whispering apologies and promising that he’d make it up to you
Goshiki probably gets a little blushy thinking about a lot of people, many of which tend to be strangers that he’s seen from afar and found attractive. he ends up having these little fantasies in his head sometimes - nothing too intense, and he probably wouldn’t even act on them
but while jerking off, his mind tends to… wander, and he begins fantasizing about these little crushes. he always feels bad afterwards, feeling like he was being disrespectful
lmao one time, he even felt compelled to go outright apologize to one of his senpais for having a ‘dream’ about her. she laughed when she deciphered what his stuttering words meant and brushed it off as something that happens to everyone
even if Goshiki’s dating someone by his third year, he may still be pretty nervous when it comes to sex. though, by the time you two actually start becoming sexually active, his drive to be ‘the best’ (yes, even at sex) is simply stronger than his nervousness
at first, you’ll likely suggest mutual masturbation so you can learn how the other likes being touched - he may not be 100% on-board at first, being impatient to jump right in and learn first-hand what you like, but he eventually realizes that it’s a good first step and agrees
he’ll need you to guide him yourself the first few times he touches you. gently grip his hair and guide his mouth where you want him, talk him through how you want him to finger you, give him verbal instructions if you want it “harder”, “slower” or “right there”, etc
as he learns, he’ll pick up on your non-verbal cues as well. he’ll start to observe your body language, or realize how your moans get louder when he does something that you like, and he’ll adapt his technique accordingly
he’s very eager to please in general, and will absolutely apply the saying “practice makes perfect” here, working hard at honing his technique to improve his skills. boy just wants to do his best to make you feel as good as possible
Goshiki always wants to be as close to your face as he can be because he loves hearing your pretty voice right up in his ear. as smug as it makes him, he still can’t help the blush on his face everytime he hears you cry out and whimper for him
for him.
you’ll actually make this boy short circuit if you moan his name while he’s touching you. he’ll tense up for a second, and then immediately go feral, working his tongue or fingers harder until you forget everything else but his name
he’s such a sucker for eating you out - he’s grown addicted to having your thighs wrapped around his head while he’s lapping his tongue at your clit and reveling in the gorgeous sounds of you sobbing his name
now everyone and their grandmother already headcanons this, but c’mon - praise kink. Goshiki fucking devours any praise you throw at him, be it about his physique or skill
it’s a way to boost his ego and bring out the more smug, dom side to him that makes him want to fuck you until you cry
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hey everyone welcome BACK to my blog , hi , how are ya ? i’m RUZZY ( or ru , rudy idk if thats too much lmAO ) & i have not been apart of a group in 84 years ............ that graphic is so extra but i was bored & first impressions are everything , ANYWHO this is my mans WARNER played by my mans GRAYSON DOLAN , who lacks f’n resources so i gotta work some magic w/ all these gifs on tumblr lmao so any gif icons are noT mine for the most part they’ll be taken from gifs alr created ( s/o 2 the fly hunnies that made ‘em ) anyway ya’ll don’t really care abt me lmao soooooo here’s warner ! PLS feel free to hmu ANYTIME for the plots & things of that nature u could lit never bother me idc , my discord is 𝐫𝐮𝐳𝐳𝐲𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐝𝐚𝐮𝐳𝐢#1643 if u everrr need to get ahold of me when im not on tumblr !
𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐘𝐒𝐎𝐍 𝐃𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐍, cismale, he/his. → look out, there’s 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐄𝐑 𝐕𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐑𝐆𝐄𝐋𝐃. you know, the 𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘 year old 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 of 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐀 𝐋𝐀𝐌𝐁𝐀𝐃𝐀 𝐌𝐔. you know, i overheard someone say that they were 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄, 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐎𝐔𝐒 , 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆 and 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐃. but that’s just rumours. fresh new pairs of air jordan 1's, the roar of a crowd in a stadium, and lost weekends come to mind when i think of them. what about you? [ ruzzy, he/him, 18, est ]
TW : CANCER MENTION , SMOKING MENTION .
// » GENERAL :
FULL NAME : warner evangelino alexander vandergeld ( inspired by the antagonists of white chicks lmaooo ) .
HOMETOWN : new york city , new york .
NICKNAMES : dumbass .
AGE : twenty .
BIRTHDAY : october twenty-first .
ZODIAC : libra .
GENDER : male .
PRONOUNS : he & him .
NATIONALITY : american .
ETHNICITY : german , italian , irish .
LABEL(S) : the golden boy , the lothario , the jock .
TROPE(S) : chick magnet , hormone-addled teenager , unwitting pawn , upper class twit ,
OCCUPATION : college student & collegiate football player & full time frat bro .
FRAT : beta lambada mu .
MAJOR : environmental science .
POS : charming , charismatic , brave , athetic , dedicated , eco-friendly , high-moral compass , book smart , kind , energetic , optimistic , loyal ( most of the time ) , respectful , well-rounded , level-headed , ambitious , debonair , life of the paty .
NEG : compulsive , easily-influenced , dimwitted , hypersexualized , problematic , addictive , rebellious , bemused , defensive , clingy , hopeless-romatic , overly-competitive , envious .
INSP : nate archibald ( gossip girl )
// » PAST :
warner was born & raised in the city that never sleeps and is the product of evangeline moretti-vandergeld , an intelligent american-italian socialite turned environmental politician , and captain william vandergeld , a former navy captain , and now a shareholder in some boring fortune 500 company that allowed his wife and son to live an affluent , and privileged life . his mother however , was the real deal , often using their sum of wealth to donate to multiple charities , organizations , etc, she was dedicated to keeping new york city ( and all who lived there ) clean and safe , and she instilled those same values onto her son.
some people are born lucky , and others , lucky to be born . warner was the first option . his childhood was nothing short of happiness , and happiest days were with his mother , for as long as he could remember , any happy moment in his childhood was faded right into her.
things took a drastic change his freshman year of ( private obvy lmao ) high-school . warner’s mother was diagnosed with breast cancer , and little to his knowledge , it wasn’t looking pretty from the start . she was frequently in and out of the hospital for a few months at a time and it was not looking good on any fronts . one day when she went to the hospital it seemed like she never left , maybe she didn’t , those days were a blur for warner to be honest . watching his mother lose life , every single day was not a task he was up for .
by then it was just warner and his father , they were all they had in the big city . ( when he wasn’t always away on business ) warner grew up in that big luxy town house all by himself , with the company of loyal maids , chefs , and nannies of course . but in high school , the more he really submerged himself into it , it was a crazy world & he loved it . whilst getting demands from his father in tokyo to attend those boring sailing classes , warner instead headed out to their beach house in the hamptons for an early 20 rager .
warner undoubtedly knew the power he possessed , big man on campus type & it felt good , until about towards the end of his junior year he was honestly all partied out , but of course reputation is everything , in order to keep up thats when he picked up the real ugly habits , that were of course fun . smoking numerous amounts of marijuana , various girls in - and - out every other day was a feeling like no other , he knew it was wrong , he knew his mom would be ashamed , him doing all these things and not carrying on her legacy in some way . but he couldn’t help himself in a all honesty , and no doubt some of that transitioned over in college .
// » AES :
lost weekends partying , chicken wings & french fries , air jordan 1′s , gucci guilty cologne , friday night lights , clouds of smoke & red eyes , diamond encrusted jewelry glistening under bright lights in a dark room , nike sweatsuits , game winning moves , new york city at night , hamptons in the summer , spring break in miami , impulsive decisions .
// » TL;DR :
( and some stuff i probably missed oops ) warner is a conflicted mama’s boy who knows half the shit he does is wrong but can’t stop . after his mothers passing he had an absent father who seemed to always be away on business , only in town for a month or two , missing his sons’ multiple feats to keep himself distracted from the fact that his wife was no longer with them. created immense daddy issues for warner , especially since he was a standout football star & 2x stage champ in high school , and is currently playing collegiality for the irish , with dreams of making it in the nfl cause screw his dad he�� don’t wanna go 2 the navy , or work for dat company # not gonna happen . warner took great advantage of wealth & his fathers absence , but he’s lowkey partied out in college , or so he likes to say but he fakes it ‘till he makes it bc he doesn’t his brothers to think he’s lame . HE’S LIVING FOR EVERYBODY BUT HIM BASICALLY .
// » HEADCANONS :
warner is on a football scholarship majoring in environmental science bc although he most likely won’t do shit w/ da degree its for mommy .
he can EASILY be manipulated or taken advantage of , he’s book smart but lowkey dumber than a fucking box of rocks
immastonerbyyoungthug.mp3 . occasionally , but , more so than that ? he always manages to flush out his system in time if needed be , but he loves 2 roll up # stress relief
a BEAST on that field ( student athlete meme here )
has all the canon gray tattoos bc fuck what dad thinks . he wears a solid 16 inch gold chain , and another of the same length with his moms’ name on it , never fucking takes it off , showers with it cause he can .
ok ........ he rich , but like not i can do whatever i want rich ??? he may not ever have to work a day in his life , but he don’t got the pull u think he does w/ his dumb ass u probably couldn’t even tell he’s got money with his minimalist fashion sense .
he has a higher moral compass than most of his frat bros , but the stupid shit he does , u most likely won’t even be able to tell , he’s definitely a serial romeo and a heartbreaker , one compliment ? he’s ready to drop his pants & fall in love w/ u .
HE DUMB , but like he can talk his way into & out of anything , most of the time , batting those big brown eyes & a million dollar smile has saved his ass on multiple occasions .
// » WANTED CONNECTIONS :
EX-GIRLFRIEND : i’m thinking his first & only “ serious “ relationship while in college . were going pretty steady until he cheated on her ( hmm wc on who he cheated on her w/ ?? ) , she never found out but that guilt ate warner TF UP so he cut things off with her via text message and blocked her number , ignores her any chance he gets ‘till this day , cause he doesn’t have any balls and cannot face his fears .
FRAT BROS : lowkey what i’m MOST excited for asdfgh like whoever is in beta lambada mu hit me the fuck UP so we can discuss dynamics , roomates , allat .
FOOTBALL TEAM : same for above , he’s lowkey cocky & got sly comments when he’s on the field , he constantly humbles himself but can’t helps it , he is hot shit and he knows it , how does his team feel ab that ?? w/ his defensive ass !
GOOD-LUCK CHARM : prolly a girl ( bonus points if a cheerleader ??? im not picky tho i promise if ur muse don’t shake poms idc ) it happened out the blue , they screamed his name while the team was walking out for a game , and she called that he’d get 3 td’s and thats exactly what he did now they joke ab it and shit ( maybe a goodluck kiss b4 games bc its warner lolol ) idk i came up wit it on the spot but i love it.
// » MISC :
i’m a dumbass & this got way longer than i expected but if u made it all the way thru ily .
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( cismale ) haven’t seen JACK HALL around in a while. the DACRE MONTGOMERY lookalike has been known to be (+) HONORABLE & (+) NURTURING, but HE can also be (-) IMPULSIVE & (-) OFFICIOUS. The 22 year old is a JUNIOR majoring in MARKETING. I believe they’re living in AUDAX but I popped by earlier and no one answered the door. ( alli. 19. cst. she/her. )
yes i know..... another character...... im mad at myself too.... anyway heres jack LOL ( death tw )
i. history
born and raised in a small town in virginia, jack ernest hall was the eldest child of samuel hall, a professor at the local community college, and melissa hall, an elementary school teacher
always athletic and adventurous, he hardly spent any time indoors. his best friend was the family border collie, athena
when jack was 8, his mother gave birth to his little siblings, twins named michael and sarah
his family was one of the less wealthy in the town, but jack compensated for this by being generally well liked
he had a knack for football, taking on the role of quarterback with poise. he was a natural leader on and off the field
DEATH TW tragedy struck the halls, and the town as a whole, when jack’s mother was shot in a hostage situation at the bank. he was just 13 at the time and the shooter was the older brother of one of his friend’s from school.
the once cozy hall residence became of a house of grief and loneliness after that. melissa tied the family together and had been very active in the community
jack’s father started teaching night classes in addition to his typical course schedule to make up for the loss of melissa’s income and any money they received in compensation for the murder was put towards the children’s college funds.
with no one left to watch the twins, jack was pretty much always Permanent Babysitter unless he could talk his elderly neighbor into watching them for the night
DEATH TW summer before his senior year, jack broke his femur and a few ribs following a fall from the town water tower. the fall was the result of a drunken fight he had gotten into. the other boy in the fight also fell, but did not make it out of the event alive. ( this guilt eats at jack. he’s never been the same )
the town took pity on jack because of his mother. everything was ruled a tragic accident, however his football career? over
senior year he mostly just partied and tried to help take care of the twins who were now 10 and decently old themselves. he had a serious girlfriend for a few months but they broke up due to constant bickering
he really wanted to leave his small town
he decided to attend lockwood because of the distance away from home. it put enough space between them to help him forget, but he can go back in an emergency. he always anticipates an emergency
ii. other
he’s kind of bossy. he’s used to being listened to and getting his way, but he doesn’t even really realize this himself
he normally goes home every summer, but this summer he will be going to amsterdam and he’s kind of nervous about being so far away from his family
really fatherly, noble personality. he’s always trying to do what’s right for everyone. bears a lot of unnecessary responsibility
tati was someone who used to fawn over him, but he has very little interest in anything beyond a hook up and he prefers a chase. feels uncomfortable when people are straight forward and interested in him and didn’t like tati’s reputation.
he’s pansexual, doesn’t care what people think about him in that regard. he knows he’s a huge casanova, probably breaks a few too many hearts, but he thinks he’s protecting himself
big vintage, all american boy aesthetic. his pinterest board is HERE
iii. wanted connections
previous hookups-- any gender, any opinion on jack, maybe even ex’s or like an ALMOST something serious but that’s way less likely than a drunken decision at a party
friends-- jack hates to be alone so he would have a ton of friends! maybe just met through class and text occasionally, maybe they’re super close and do everything together, maybe it’s a whole rag tag group of kids playing knights, anything throw it at me
roommate/s-- he lives in audax hit me up he’s probably really easy to live with he’s clean and likely not ever home
little sibling/s-- not his actual twins lmao they’re 13 BUT someone/s he looks after like he always has his siblings? its kind of second nature for him at this point
sportys-- he’s probably going to try out for a sports team soon so someone to recruit him for that? someone that doesn’t like him and doesn’t want him to try? he’d likely want to take over and be captain he’s bossy.
frat brothers-- he’s in a frat bc of course he is but i haven’t decided which one yet?? so help me decide??
any wanted connections you have that jack could fit?? he’s a revamped muse so he’s pretty malleable rn honestly
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Murray Backstory
so murray and bianca lived in same neighborhood
cute fat kids in their class
only fat kids
sometimes they'd get teased early on like they gunna get married
and they'd laugh it off like yeah w/e
bianca has a pretty backyard with her own tiny garden
she invites him over to help her out lifting bags of dirt
cuz she lives with her aunty and she's brittle/can’t lift much
over the years, murray starts to grow a crush on her
bianca is always super sweet
and never malicious, she is very caring person
she even had a choice to live with her rich uncle or frail aunt and picked her cuz she thought she needed the most help
so one day, some bullies sneak into bianca's backyard and smash up bianca's garden
and that was just tip of iceberg
bianca's aunt has a nasty fall and breaks her leg
they end up having to move with her uncle cuz they can't provide for her in their tiny town
but she never told murray cuz she didn't want him to worry about it
he knows about the garden, not the moving part
so he saves up all his money and in one night, replant a good chunk of what she had planted before
it just so happened to be on the night before bianca left
but then murray goes to school next week wanting to hear about her new garden
but her friends all oh i guess she didn’t tell u but
she moved away
doesn’t believe them
runs to her house to find it for the most part empty, she never had a whole lot in the house, all that mattered was that garden
there's a note on the gate to the garden left for him
thanking him and asking him to forgive her for not saying anything about the move
he ends up keeping this note throughout his life
but that kicks starts his spiral of depression
he gets mad first
and bitter
for not saying anything to him
questioning if they were ever really friends
but he's just a teen, he's a very sensitive boy and bianca knew that
no matter how much he tried to hide it by acting quiet and cool
mad at himself for never telling her how he felt though
it seemed obvious to everyone else, including Bianca
as he grows up, he passes by her house every day to school
has to start taking the longer route to avoid it
checks on the garden he planted
it's withering, close to dying
he goes on to school
by the time he's in hs, he's gone total cool quiet commando
wrestle team captain
but still really smart
ends up being a part of poetry club as well
which gets the babes
babes start asking him out
he sees quite a few of them after school
and they tell their friends
somewhere during that time, he bumps into tippo and serenity
they like hey we heard you're a decent writer, we need a songwriter for our band, u interested
Murray like yeah maybe
Serenity’s shitty hs band only consists of her, Tippo and Murray
Murray as bass player
Im sure Anit is invited to be in the band as well
but they're maybe unsure of their potential
Anit goes to college later on, Murray takes over drums for the songs that need it
most the songs don't require them as much
Murray also in charge of odd instruments
kazoo, triangle, tamborine, digiridoo, rainstick
Murray finishes hs but doesn't go off to college
gets lots of girls for his looks and mute demeanor
plenty of them prolly groupies of shitty hs band
that's the name of the band
"shitty high school band"
has a gang motif
they usually only play one gig a month
2 if they really wanna
but for Murray it's a decent distraction
then one of their so-called fans, a Roselia, says she's been a fan since their beginning
but Murray never takes the compliments to heart
he doesn’t recognize her
but they fuck and later she finds him like we gotta talk, I am pregnant, you’re the dad and I wanna keep it
Murray world comes crashing in
first of all
how did you get this number I’m half way across the countryside for this tour
*consisting of 8 cities, lame ass tour
but BEFORE ROSELIA CALLS HIM
he's performing at a stadium in the desert
think south west, arizona, new mexico
fans come up to him and he does the schtick of pleasing the crowds
but then he catches a glimpse of someone familiar
then bolts to them it's
grown up Bianca
has to stand up on her tippy toes to hug around his neck
she still fat but she swoons like look at u~
you got sick muscles now
you could be one of the security guards
murray departs from rest of gang to go off with her
looking at the clear vast desert skies at night
catching up all night
murray debating bringing up her note
he gets some closure by telling her he forgives her for leaving without a word
but is still hesitant to bring up his past feelings to her
now that he's been around the countryside and banging a lot of girls along the way, he feels
very dirty being in front of her again
and she's literally unchanged
then he decides he gunna do it
he gunna come clean
but then she sneezes
her familiar cute baby kitten sneeze
when she wipes her nose, he sees a ring
like
.......
that's new
:I
oh yeah, I met him while I was going to school
he didn't go to school with me he was the son of my uncle's gardener
after I would come home, he'd be there helping his dad and I brought them drinks and sometimes I'd help them too
uvu
my uncle would scorn me, telling me it's their job to get messy
but i didn't mind
uou
murray peeks over
growing up, bianca was very poor
her only pairs of shoes were a pair of old boots that seemed to last forever
by the time she was in middle school, she seemed to already fit into them
they were always dirty from being outside
sure enough, she's wearing boots, different pairs, but same brand/style
and they are worn and muddy
even shows her a picture of baby Kassandra
and murray like I sure would like to meet her someday
Bianca hands her a card with her address like stop by any time!
we'd love to have you! and your band could come too if they have the time
:>
the next morning, Murray gets the call
being around bianca that one night has sparked something in murray
he's not sure what to call it
but maybe from seeing the baby picture, he maybe felt a bit of remorse
again for himself
if things were different
maybe that could have been our baby
remorse for the child that IS his
like I didn't love this woman, now I have a responsibility to raise it
cuz I know going in, this lady is gunna be trouble
and everyone else knows it too
keeps Serenity on speed dial when he has to get Leila out of there quick
KALA ALSO HAPPENS TO BE A SWEET TENDER LADY WHO ALSO HAPPENS TO BE ROUND AND CURLY HAIRED
HE'S GOT A TYPE
Murray winds up having to put his visit with Bianca someday on hold
kazukoyo
Gotta support his babby
ProfessorBees
as this crazy lady he's currently married to is abusive and threatens him and their child every other day
Kazukoyo
She got a screw or two loose
ProfessorBees
working mom
as a stripper
Murray stay at home dad
and part time repair guy or construction
mom works day shift
daddy has to work at night
then the wife finds Murray's note and address card from Bianca
burns them
then takes Leila like I knew you never loved me after all I've given you
she clearly drunk
Murray has his phone on 911 and on speaker
as soon as she out the door, leila in the car crying
dont u worry sweetheart, i'll make sure he doesnt hurt us again
>:0
but baby leila reaches out to daddy
trying to escape mom
idk how his phone would be on speaker if this is early 90's
late 80's?
maybe just leaves phone handle down and towards angry wife
doesnt know what to do
she just slammed the door
he immediately tells the cops his address and reporting of kidnapping
then furious dials serenity and tippo to call them whats up too
then mad dash to his own car and chase after wife
but then crosses a dinky bridge, and sees almost if it was in slow motion,
her car hit the side of the bridge and it flips over
and it bursts into flames
murray reaching inside desperately, manages to find baby Leila's car seat
easily slips her out as she was only half buckled in, thankfully is still alive and no open wounds
is about to go back for his wife, but the car's weight and flames wear strain the car cabin's support and it crushes down
Murray holding baby Leila refusing to let her go
waiting on the other side of the bridge for police/firemen/paramedics to check on this small baby
his ex-wife did not survive the crash
but Leila only had a few bruises
Murray decides he's not going back to that horrid apartment full of broken memories
buys a house from his old neighborhood
one with dusty old items and a little dusty garden in the backyard
he starts with expanding Bianca's garden from a small gated corner to the majority of the backyard, completely covering it with dirt and plants
then starts to work on remodeling the house
it's small but it's just him and Leila so it doesn’t have to be huge
breaks down a few walls to make it more open
finds a few of Bianca's old belongings
puts them in a shoebox
he no longer has her address but he's got it memorized by now
he'll deliver them personally when he's got stuff sorted out
it's nothing of huge importance
her dishes, bowls, lunchbox, maybe her kid needs something of her mother’s?
Leila sees the box from time to time but doesn't know a Bianca
so in her early years, makes her up
like she's an imaginary friend
it makes Murray's heart bleed
how much little leila acted like he did when he was a kid
trying to act cool/quiet
but of course his face always :I
:'I
and continues to do so for the most part
ends up going to a community garden to get tips from fellow gardeners and meets a lady who's there for a weekly course
she recently had a miscarriage and is taking this class as a therapy
but so far, only proceeds to depress her a bit as she knows nothing about plants
and her crop is wilting
Murray helps her out a lot
and they seem to really hit it off
younger staff at garden center ship them hardcore
and Kala even invites them to wedding
lmao Murray just wants close family and friends
Kala brings her family plus the ones who shipped them from the start
Leila super >:I
for a new mommy
*cling to her
she mine now, dad
off with you
we have things to discuss
like
who's gunna get me more cake?
>:I
*grabs at wedding cake
gimme
murray and kala put her down
lEila like nO wrONG direction
Leila like what 4-5?
old enough to know she getting her very own mom
look ferro I got one
>:I
*shows off tall round mom
Murray invites Bianca and family too
but only Bianca shows up and gives Leila a toy too
Leila like thanks stranger
Bianca getting her shoebox of old treasures back
and Murray telling stories of young Leila pretending to have a friend based off of u
Bianca finding this all wonderful that he came back to her garden and just made it bigger
and also renovated that drafty house into something much more fit for a family
tl;dr bittersweet murray backstory I made up in the span of 2 hours?
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