#a senior svp went out of his way to console me and put a rush on the work phone request

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i’ve had such a distressing week, a few nights ago i got mugged in the street and had my phone stolen. and it’s sent my ptsd into overdrive. thankfully the network provider was able to brick the phone and render it useless, but i’ve still had to do the fun job of trying to remember every account i ever had on it to update the passwords (sigh). so i guess this is also an FYI for anyone who had my number - i know i’ve been a shit person to contact in general the last year, but now i don’t have access to that number anymore (the network said they should be able to move my existing number to a new phone, whenever it is i get one, but guess we’ll see what happens.

#had a horrific panic attack on the tube on the way to the office yesterday #had to go in so they could give me a work phone so i can access my laptop at home still #i'm so exhausted after these last few days #i know it's not even remotely the worst thing to ever happen in the world #but it's shaken me to my core #the way that it happened #i'm so grateful that work have been so kind and incredible to me with the whole thing #a senior svp went out of his way to console me and put a rush on the work phone request #and my boss continues to be one of the best men i've ever known #my new housemates were also very kind and supportive #but i got really upset because i felt like i needed some kind of 'parental' support in that moment #i just really wanted someone to take care of me and tell me it was going to be okay #anyway - hello everyone on tumblr #this is not what i wanted to be saying the next time i came to my dash