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#a while back i caught the love bug for a friend and tbFCKNh it was the very second time i'd ever actually fallen In Love with someone and..
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#wrote a fucking poem
#because a bitch is fucking feeling things
#cue venting in the tags because this is where i'm feeling comfortable to do it right now
#a while back i caught the love bug for a friend and tbFCKNh it was the very second time i'd ever actually fallen In Love with someone and..
#the first time it didn't end well. long story short: i asked him out and he turned me down but we stayed friends and it actually made us..
#grow closer regardless. a little while later i'd realized my feelings were Different and it just came out one night when we were having a..
#really deep conversation. and i'm glad i told him because it helped me get over him and we got better and things weren't weird at all. we..
#stayed really good fucking friends. now i didn't get to see him for a summer and i definitely don't have feelings for him anymore and i'm..
#sincerely happy for him and his now partner. i consider him (and always have) my best friend. (among others but he's definitely Up There..
#like no. 2 probably) but way too soon after Talking was summer and we were both farthest from everybody and are both the kind of ppl who..
#pretty much don't text anyone except like 2 ppl and we are not one of each's 2. today i got to see him and a bunch of our friends for the..
#first time since fucking april and god have i missed them all. but seeing him again kinda fucked me up a second. threw me for a massive loop
#i got Weird (neg) and i was NERVOUS as HELL at the start and for a few minutes i couldn't figure out what it even WAS because i hadn't felt.
#that way in a long time. and i am not about to catch those feelings for him again because No. i chilled out after like 3 minutes bc i got..
#reacclimated to being around ppl My Damn Age again and things weren't Weird (neg) anymore. we talked we joked we sincerely said our I Miss..
#Yous and we hung out. with everyone and alone for a bit because ppl had gone out and come back and it was FINE it was NORMAL () and we..
#were GOOD. we ARE good. and i don't love him in that way anymore. i love him as a friend. and that love is definitely more intense than with
#other friends because we have a deeper bond and yes because i Loved him. but the fact is i don't and it's ANNOYING to react like i still do.
#and getting nervous like i still do. and i kept worrying that something i'd do might make it seem like i do and i don't and just UGH having.
#feelings is annoying. i've never been able to stay friends with someone after having feelings for them at all let alone INTENSE IN LOVE FEEL
#INGS!! like wtf!!! and this is sincerely one of the best friendships i've ever had and i don't want to and Won't. lose him especially for..
#this but god DAMN am i not having it right now. and my head's been spinning like a fucking tornado in the 5min ride home and i accidentally.
#wrote it out in a poem because the words wouldn't go anywhere when i just tried to brain dump about it because Of Course They Did. because i
#can't think about this man in anyway except poetically and i can't write a poem unless it's about love in some degree and just UGH love is
#and i'm gonna leave it there because i'm running risk of repeatin myself.
#if you read all this i positively adore you and also you need to touch some grass bc reading the vents of internet dwellers is for suckers
#i am just kidding i really do sincerely appreciate you and love you very very much thank you for caring
#please ignore the following organizational tags:
#writing
#poetry
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