#also I think it’s really funny I’m out here like might go offline😔

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

If I’m offline for a little bit that is bc my dog is having some health issues

#u know ur online a little too much when u say hey guys don’t worry about me if I’m offline for a few days #he’s pretty old he’s going on 17 years this fall #he’s got some sort of old dog kidney disease #so if he gets better he’ll be better within a few days. and if not then he probably won’t #thankfully I am not in touch with my emotions ever so I can just take care of him without looming grief #which is good considering I was taking care of vet things with my mother and she was a mess. someone had to be put together I suppose #i mean. everyone’s pretty upset. but like. it’s my dog and somehow I’m the one who’s doing the best #i did my emotional control training in my youth I’m so good at it #i can make myself feel fine about anything with enough work. I’m trained #something something miserable when I was young so I have my own home remedy where I simply stop being sad #also. fun fact. if I make myself stop being upset the back of my throat really really hurts #like. u know how u feel when u get choked up? it’s similar to that but like. painful #but! physical pain is better than emotional pain and one pain medication exists for #this is not meant to be a post that makes u worry about me all things considered I’m doing quite well #also I think it’s really funny I’m out here like might go offline😔 #like fundamentally my best emotional work is done online right here and it’s probably gonna continue that way #I’m not a person who can just. go offline. i so deeply have to be like omg here is what is new #soup talks