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krakido · 6 years

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Dani Dani Dani Dani Dani!!!! Tell us abt ur bf!! & how u started dating if ur comfortable!! I don't follow so all I know about him, being named Bubble, is that he's probably the son of Bubble Buddy from spongebob

o-oh! i’m sure i can do that aha, i dont have a lot of spoons rn but i’ll try my best!! also he’s totally related to bubble buddy

i’l put it under a readmore cuz it’s probs gonna get long cuz im a mushy nerd and i need to ask bobbles too cuz my memory is HORRIFIC

so! i met him at the beginning of january when a mutual friend of ours accidentally invited me to a server they were all in and they just kinda let me chill in there so we were all just chattin n hangin’ out n stuff, not really talking one on one but still messing around with each other

we first started gettin friendly when someone brought up sealife and i infodumped for like 10 years and bob was rly interested so i just. spewed a shit load of facts at him and that was really when we started talking properly? we started dming each other when i sent him a daily duck twitter and it just sorta went from there! it was a lil awk at first but soon we were talking till morning about everything and anything, and we had other rooms in other servers where we’d have heart to hearts a lot and stuff

it kinda came apparent we’d both had shitty lives so we gave each other a lot of comfort ykno? on my end he was SO understanding because my previous relationships gave me a fear of men and their motives so... it did take me a while to warm up but he also made me feel so safe? i really can’t explain it he was just so soothing! so we started talking one on one more, playing games alone together and thats when the ‘platonic’ i love yous started droppin’ (ofc we didn't realise at the time they weren't platonic at all ahaha)

this went on for months and months and moooonths to the point we were practically a couple even if not officially, lots of talk about kissing each other and holding hands and all that but still under the guise of being 'platonic' :') i still thought i only liked girls at this point so there was also a lot of sexuality crises on my end (and lots of gushing about him to my best friend sorry pinkie ily)

anyway one day bob basically went 'dude im crushin like fuck' and i was like 'dude same but we should wait cuz i'm a mess' which he respected (and how was willing to work with me and my difficulties with mental illness and ptsd and aspergers etc etc was SO NICE like i'm still reeling over that i'm so!!! i love him cries)

so we were already planning to meet at mcm manchester and i said i wanted to wait until then before i decide what to do, that was in may i think? though we'd been very couply together even before that

anyway june 13th we had a huge heart to heart and we spilled our feelings and i just went 'i can't wait any longer we should be a pair' and of course he said yes so! that's like. the abridged version of it cuz my memory is horrific but he remembers more so feel free to ask him!!! (or if ur readin this bobbles feel free to add onto this cuz im a dumbo)

i've never met someone so understanding and lovely before though and i've never felt so... safe? he doesn't hold my outbursts against me and we both know if we do something the other one is hurt by we can talk it out, and we regularly talk about how to deal with possible problems in the future and i'll tell him what he can do when i have meltdowns or i'm triggered and other such things... plus he's just. aa!! so good like he said he'd read to me if i wanted cuz i have trouble reading stuff cuz of my dyslexia it's things like that!!! i just really love him a lot and when i met him in person last month i finally felt like i had a place to belong ykno?

he's my home and i adore him to pieces.... even tho we've technically only been together for just under 2 months we've basically been a couple for so much longer and that's why my feelings are so intense like ahh.. im gonna shut up now this is way too long but yeah!! that's the gist of it

@bobmcduck I LOVE U A LOT U BIG FUCKIN BEAN AAAA

#im gonna tag these as #mush post #so ppl can block my mushy ass posts if they so wish haha #i just love him a lot guys hhhhhhh #long post #shades dude #asks n shit

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