#also fun fact we are squishing into a car (5 grown adults) with all our luggage and my dads wheelchair

[rosicheeks]

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#I promised I would stop doing these posts #and I will #…. #after this one #I’m going on a trip with my family for the first time #in honestly idk how long? #I think the last time was when I was like 5 so a looooong time ago #and fuck me I’m so nervous and anxious #it’s going to be a full week away from home #it’ll be nice but also idk super stressful #I’ve had no time to prepare or anything cause it’s incredibly last minute #I need at least a few weeks to prepare mentally before I leave my local area #and now I gotta go across the country??????????????? #also fun fact we are squishing into a car (5 grown adults) with all our luggage and my dads wheelchair #and I think it’s a 20-25 hour drive #3 squished into the backseat #fun so so fuuuuuuuun #don’t get me wrong I don’t want to come off ungrateful or anything #cause I’m super happy that I have this opportunity to get away and be with family #but my mind keeps going to *why* we are taking this trip and then I get sad #I’m just really really reallyyyyy hoping my dad will be ok during the trip #I’m praying to the universe or whoever is out there that my family (especially my dad) has a good time and we make a bunch of memories #also praying that money cat works cause buddy pal I need some cash for this trip #I know everything is gonna be motherfucking expensive there #I’m not ready #I just wish I could help my parents more #anywayyyyyyy #guess I should go to bed since I need to get up in a few hours to pack and do laundry and get ready 🙃 #there’s not enough hours in a day I swear #shut up rosie