#also i adored my last tumblr theme but i got an influx of attention here while i had it and i didn't process it well

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#my mental health has kind of been in tatters and going on tumblr has been exceptionally difficult from me for the past month #i'd like to wean myself back into it - i love the content and community on tumblr #but i have been suffering with quite intense paranoia and other mentally ill things i won't delve into #it makes doing anything other than liking posts extremely difficult because i ruminate over everything #so! i need to do some conditioning through reblogging on here again #but yeah just figured i would ramble asdfghjf i feel like a rude ghost #also i adored my last tumblr theme but i got an influx of attention here while i had it and i didn't process it well #so it kind of got tainted so i figured i would choose a fresh one even though it's kind of gloomy #maybe i'll bring it back when my brain is working a bit better #i know i've been tagged in things and thank you so so much to those who have tagged me in stuff - i really enjoy it!! #i'll respond to them as soon as i can - sorry if i take some time #and sorry if any mutuals have posted art or anything that i haven't seen - i feel like i've missed a lot :( #if you have read all of this then thank you for hearing me! i am not a concise person afsggdkl #sorry again - i'll try my best to get better but i may need some time #sea rambles #sorry if it's weird to have this pinned - just thought i would for a day or so to let people know why i haven't been around!