#also jill and doug being first and second spouse together is gonna be so wholesome

[apdswims486]

hello friends i'm back from the dead i deleted tumblr for a while bc i just wasn't using it but now that i'm here to cry about unus annus with a relatively larger group of people i figured i'd share some new ✨interests✨ of mine that have developed during covid

are yall ready for an absolute unit of a brain dump NOPE BUT HERE I GO

i have become an up and coming theatre nerd and no one can stop me

no i'm not british i just like that spelling so much better "theater" ew the fuck

my current favs are six (k howard is my child), & juliet (miriam teak-lee is a goddess and no one can change my mind), anastasia (holy fuck dimya is the cutest thing ever), beetlejuice (compilations of bj being horny give me life), and yes like a month ago i finally watched hamilton for the first time and when i say IM IN LOVE

i have discovered that somehow i hate my family more than i did before which is uh slightly concerning

i have started learning a lot about myself and my triggers and oh yea it's very possible that i'm depressed and have cptsd but like haha i won't know that for sure for a couple years because my parents don't think mental health is actually important

also that would require me to tell someone other than my best friend out loud that my parents are abusive fucks and they would have to BE THERE and i'm not ready for that yet nope nope nopeity nope

uhhh what else

OH yea unus annus happened although that was before quarantine but oh well

i fell asleep the last three hours of the livestream yesterday and i MISSED IT i'm so angry at my inability to function on no sleep

seriously like i'm exhausted 24/7 like i could take a nap at any time and it still wouldn't be enough

my eyes literally couldn't stay open yesterday at like 11:30 (est) and whenever ethan or mark would yell i would jump up be like WAH WHAT WHATS HAPPENING

and i had to get up early this morning anyway so i told my friend (we were on facetime) to just recap me in the morning and accepted my fate into the beautiful world of sleep

also no one cares but my birthday video was ethan redefines male beauty and its honest to god one of my favorites

amy was 100% right it was just like "oops all bangers"

another favorite would be the trolley problem like them trying to read the one with your dick stuck in the rails killed me

but anyway

i redid my room this summer! it's a beachy boi now and i love it so much

some trauma came with that but honestly i can't do anything without trauma anymore so i've just kind of accepted it

i've also been really stressed about ya know our ✨government✨ lately bc trump is a pos and i've been seeing all this shit that's like "he's attempting a coup" and i'm like the FUCK is that

honestly i'm terrified to look it up which is why i still don't know what it is

also hardcore trumpies scare me

yea i said it

ummmmm brainfart

i zoned out for FIVE SECONDS and i forget what i was gonna say

welcome to my whole life guys

my dog is still really cute

she turns 10 soon

and i love her but i REALLY want a cat

like really bad

like i love cats so much and they don't seem to hate me so i'll take it

I DIED MY HAIR IM HALF BLONDE NOW AND I WASNT BEFORE

I ALSO GOT MY BRACES OFF THANK FUCK

you know what's funny

i only got tumblr back bc they kept emailing me

you wanna know why

because porn bots keep following me

LIKE WHATTT LMAOOO

like i get it i radiate sex appeal but i'm underage bro that's illegal

i'm gonna stop while i'm ahead and take time to praise our lord and savior john mulaney who i'm still convinced is immortal and will in fact be the muleaney

#anioriginals #if you would like to cry with the other group of people i am currently crying with about unus annus #check us out at r/mementounusannus on reddit #OH FUCK THATS RIGHT #I HAVE REDDIT NOW #if you would like to see public records of my panic attacks and some shitty memes and some interior design genius in animal crossing #then check me out at u/andreapaige486 #i don't really post much so there's no point in you following that #but just #letting you know it exists #also black lives matter #the internet has kind of stopped talking about it #so i'm here with your daily dose of respect people juice #trans rights are human rights #your body your life your choice #and congrats to president-elect biden #and vice president-elect kamala harris #also jill and doug being first and second spouse together is gonna be so wholesome #the biden's dogs are so cute too #okay im done i promise #goodnight i love you