#also my goth/punk/herectic ass hates christmas

[suburbanlegnd]

Sometimes I can't believe that some people think christmas is the best and most joyous time of the year. The way they automatically almost loathe others for not celebrating it is so ridiculous. I don't celebrate any holidays, like at all. I've been struggling with christmas for many years, it makes me feel depressed, overwhelmed and only reminds me of childhood trauma.

#it all feels so obligatory #at least i dont have to spend this time with my abusive father but that doesn't help either! bc i hate my entire family! #I liked holidays when i was like 7-9yo but only because of the gifts and other shit #I would love to disappear for a few days because my anxiety is fucking me up #my family isnt even that religious but they think everyone should celebrate christmas because of some stupid *tradition* #i hate christmas films i hate christmas music i hate christmas commercials and literally everyhting else #celebrating the birth of some fictional character seems foolish and naive #also my goth/punk/herectic ass hates christmas #yeah maybe i am the fucking grinch but i dont even care anymore #so go shove a christmas tree up your ass and shut up #but im sending a virtual hug for all people who are also struggling during this difficult time of the year 🫂🫂 #THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK! #rambles