#also siken because im just. gnawing my own limbs off

[soldier-poet-king]

Made the most unhinged existentialist agony reading list for Lent and I'm not technically offline til Easter but I might just be mostly absent in practice bc I'm too busy having a mental breakdown since this seems to not be one of those one day and it's gone episodes

#franposting #i must stress. this is NOT a good idea and i shouldnt do it #but im gonna anyway. at least until we reach critical breakdown poiny #there's no other option. i am simply in need of a reaching a critical point #spiritually emotionally and psychologically #insane person list is: #last days of judas iscariot. sparrow 2. reread Krista's book.silence. kierkegaard. #space trilogy. dare we hope al will be saved. brothers k. possibly reread twhf or the greay divorce #also siken because im just. gnawing my own limbs off #oh and wind sand and stars #and this is just what i had immediately on hand. i may get some library ones too. alas i cant annotate and literally tear apart those #i absolutely will have a complete break and wont get thru all these before easter #but I'll try anyway. i dont really have any other choices #not with me as i am #maybe im insane or maybe mental illness + february just is Like That