#also yes yes el problema es el capitalismo etc but if any star sign people can explain what caused my bad luck this year : please do !

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#there was a period where I used this blog to vent quite a lot #I've tried to stop doing that because 1) I'm just trying to be more positive in general #and 2) even if it's just venting about little things - it's still negative and probably not that much fun for you who still follow my blog #thanks for that btw #so as you probably know I was incredibly anxious about turning 30 this year #that happened a few months ago and I'm pleased to report that it's been fine #it's not a big deal at all #(I mean. aunties now raise their eyebrow slightly higher than before. since I still have neither a spouse nor phd. but whatevs) #turning 30 has been fine :) #on a completely unrelated note : this has been the absolute worst year of my life so far #certainly the worst since the desastre that was 2015 #but as of today I think 2023 exceeds that #and honestly. if its 1 god-awful year in 8. those aren't the worst statistics and life is overwhelmingly bearable. maybe even pleasant #and genuinely. truly. these are bad luck events completely unrelated to turning 30 #so anxiety of aging and life milestones is pointless #that's my lesson as a tumblr-elder (but real-world-young-person) #also yes yes el problema es el capitalismo etc but if any star sign people can explain what caused my bad luck this year : please do !