#am I confounded by my beastly fucking idiocy

[beastofwant]

guys can you help me understand the eldritch fucking logic my housing worker is on?

I have a hearing on Monday to terminate my lease on that day (Monday). My housing worker told me to, in court, ask it to be the 28th. I decided to ask my lawyer if this would be possible, and CC'd my worker on the email.

She is now claiming that she didn't ask me to change the termination date to the 28th. She is asking for the termination date to remain the same (the 12th, this upcoming Monday) but for me to move out on the 28th.

Does this make any sense to you guys

#mad scrawl #like am I just stupid. am I too low insight #am I confounded by my beastly fucking idiocy #or does 'terminate' not mean 'lease ends and you move out' #furthermore she knows all the ways this place has fucked me up and knows I'm living out of bags and knows this is a Nightmare Situation #but continues to just. push my move-out date #and not listen to me #my therapist caught her in gaslighting me #like. idk. it's insane #she's wasted my time so muchhhh