#and I fell asleep on the couch and was there peacefully until the 6yo decided that I should wake up

[southislandwren]

Oops the fam watched desolation of Smaug today and they waited until I got home to watch and I ended up sleeping through the entire thing :/

#in my defense. I worked a very busy market today after a very busy week and I’m exhausted #also it’s not that good of a movie imo. way too much cgi and there’s not enough content in the hobbit for 9 hours of movie #and I fell asleep on the couch and was there peacefully until the 6yo decided that I should wake up #so he started yelling my name and blowing raspberries. and I was already fed up from the 8yo loudly slurping on a ring pop. so I just left #these kids will learn one way or another that my patience is very thin and I will remove myself from any situation. #I want to enjoy my summer with them and bond and have a great time but I’m an introvert and I don’t really love kids #so I’m always on the edge of losing my cool with them #I’ve only snapped once and it was definitely a learning moment for them. which is a pretty good record bc I usually snap way more often #anyway. I took a 3 hour nap and now everyone is in bed but I’ll be up for a while and I’ll probably get hungry at some point #my whole sleep schedule is wrecked and I can’t fix it because when I need a nap I reeeally need to nap. #diary post #I want it to be Monday so I can see my boss again she’s like the light of my life rn #but I will gladly welcome a day off to just play video games and chill #(and not play with the kids. I will be sitting peacefully all day tomorrow)