#and I’m STILL contemplating about doing a masters shdhdhdg

[tiredbiostudent]

august!

#got a new tent and I’m in love😭 #I’m going backpacking next week and I’m SO pumped even if it’s supposed to be thunderstorming the first two days 😩 lol #life update is that I’ve mostly just been trying to organize my life after being gone for work for like 3 months #and I’m practicing driving a lot bc my test is at the end of the month😭 it’s going better than I thought but still stressful #also going to college in the fall and still not sure how to feel about it LMAO #i think I’m just worried I’m not gonna make any friends the entire year and I’m gonna hate it and have the program be a waste of time #I’m sure it’ll be fine?🥴 #and I’m STILL contemplating about doing a masters shdhdhdg #bc ok I loved the job I had this summer and would happily do contract field bio jobs for the rest of my life but unfortunately it’s not very #stable and doesn’t pay super well so at some point I’m going to need to get a more formal job which I might need an MSc for :/ we’ll see #the idea of research and /being/ a grad student is so appealing but then I think about the actual work I’d have to do and it’s like um my #i always feel like shit in august and am so yugh because it’s friggen hot and there’s nothing to do and I have definitely been feeling that #(also because I miss work and being up north) #but I just scrolled through my ‘insp’ instagram saved posts and Pinterest board and am acc feeling good today hshdhdgxhd #like you know when you’re just excited about life 🥰✨ hehe #omg sorry for this I guess I just needed to dump my thoughts out onto the ground for everyone #mine