#and astronomy used to be my fav conan song and one of my favourite songs of all time

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listened to the entire superache album from start to finish for the first time in months and I survived listening to best friend and astronomy in direct succession for the first time since i lost my ex best friend can I get an ayyye

#conan gray #superache #that album GOT me through my first big breakup i had it on loop for 6 months straight when it came out #and astronomy used to be my fav conan song and one of my favourite songs of all time #and i could never listen to best friend without grinning and giggling to myself #...good times #it happened. i had my astronomy arc and i survived #best friend went from one of my most streamed songs to being a 50-50 skip whenever it rarely comes on shuffle #still a banger of a song though. im trying to associate it with a different person now #but the ex memories will never fully fade away ig. she was my heart and soul for 12 years #thats like. 60% of my life rip #anyway.

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here's some songs that remind me of y/n, eldia etc that i was listening to last night :)

some don't even make sense it's just the vibe of some of them if that makes sense? ABYWAYS HERE THEY ARE

as it was - harry styles

just the vibe and feel to the song reminds me sm of the start of jean and y/n's relationship atm ( for me THIS SOUNDS WEIRD but it's such a summery song that always makes me smile reminding me of jean atm how he's smiling each time he sees y/n and how it's all like a little crush atm it's too cute AND THE PARTS "in this world it's just us" and you know it’s not the same as it was" AHHHH

venom - little simz

y/n and her powers 🙏

Power - isak danielson

it's so sad but so lovely? it's definitely my favourite out of all these its THEM. the words are jean talking about y/n's power over him aughhhhg

smother - daughter

this song makes me a crying mess and i'm starting to cry HELP???? it reminds me of how y/n looks at herself: how she talks about how she's a suffocator and the line "i want him but we're not right

Strange - celeste

NOW I KNOW YOU GET THIS ONE A LOT MORE THAN LIKELY and i know it might not make sense with the friends lovers then strangers but to me it reminds me of y/ n's POV after accepting jeans not gonna write back to her after all them letters and finally letting go : (the strangers to friends then the lovers i know might not make sense, but she had a crush on him and she was 12 she had a little imagination and probably saw him as her little lover then the strangers part her accepting he's not gonna write back : (

astronomy- conan gray

HELLO?? ASTRONOMY?? YINS LIKE FAV THING?? AND THE WORDS ABOUT YOUNG LOVE AND RUNNING AWAY HELLL0000??

now i had cigarettes after sex, adele and billie eilish brain rot last night so i have a lot 😵‍💫

lovely- billie eilish

i know you know it but this song man..

i love you - billie eilish

JEAN AND Y/N JEAN SBDBYAND HEAND WJDBSBDJSJNCK THUS SING. THIS SONG. THIS FUCKING SKGNGN DBEUEN

your power - billie

TRY NOT TO ABUSEEEE YOUR POWER

goodbye - billie

y’all already know i was that bitch that said the thing about jean in the verge of dying and y/n tryna heal him but she’s too sad so her powers are doing worse and she’s trying to pull away to do less damage and he’s pulling her closer, BUT IN THE END HE SURVIVES!!! well y’all ya welcome cause THIS is the song for a scene like that “please don’t leave me” A TEAR HAS CAME TO MY EYE YALL A LITERAL TEAR. FROM THAT LINE ALONE. YALL IM A GIRL FOR ANGST AND IMAGINE THIS MAN SAYING THIS TO Y/N WELL TRYING TO CAUSE THE BITCH IS DYING AND HES GRIPPING HER WRIST WITH AS MUCH FORCE AS HE CAN TO KEEP HER THERE BUT ITS LIKE NOTHING CAUSE HES SO WEAK IN THAT MOMEBT AND HER POWERS ARE DOING WORSE BUT REMEMBER THE KEY WORDS HE SURVIVES ANYWAYS BEST SONG AMARA USE IT BEFORE I STICK ROACHES IN YA PUSSY GIRL

anyways

everything i wanted - billie

i have no strength to explain why after typing all that took my mf breath away

falling in love - cig after sex

literallt jean. the way jt says falling in love with all my heart yall ☝🏾

opera house - cig after sex

jean about y/n once again :(

sweet - cig after sex

ITS SO SWEET KNOWING THAT YOU LOVE ME THOUGH WE DONT NEED TI SAY UT TO EACH OTHER

YOU KNOW THAT IM OBSESSED WITH YOUR BODY BUT ITS THE WAY YOU SMILE THAT DOES IT FOR ME

first line is literallt jean and y/n knowing they like each other but don’t need to say antrhing to know it but want to do bad

second is literally jean thinking about y/n

omg sweet & power would fit so well

[randomsmilingpotatoes]

Tag 9 people you want to know better thank you so much for the tag @myyoungroyalsblog @myworldisfictional and @swedishyr !! <33

1. Favourite piece of clothing you own? i'm honestly not sure ?? i love a few jumpers that i have, or i do have a grey nike tshirt that's just always comfy lol. ahh i feel like i'm only now beginning to dress how i want so i'm figuring it out aha!! if shoes count then my boots that are like docs but i got them when i didn't have much money so they're cheap versions but still look so good and i love wearing them

2. Your comfort food? pastaa

3. Fav time of the year? see i used to be an autumn person but i've been vibing with the sunny weather lately. spring isn't as bad as i thought :)

4. Fav. Song? (current and/or all time fav): oh god how do you choose like that???? i could make a whole list and that would only be the ones i can remember lmaoo. also it changes every day depending on my mood, and i have a terrible memory and forget every song i like. songs i'd mention atm tho are more than a friend- girli, heat waves- glass animals (this one's stuck around for a while idk what it is about it aha), all too well (10 min)- taylor swift, a bunch of songs by the regrettes, and haven't listened to them lately tbh but i can't go without mentioning conan gray and hollie col so some other favs wish you were sober + astronomy, and passenger seat + let yourself down.

5. Do you collect something? no, but i grew up collecting all sorts of things as a kid and i'm not good at getting rid of things so i have too much random stuff lol

6. Fav. drink? probably lemon iced tea!

last time i accidentally tagged people that had already done it so i do apologise aha, and instead tagging anyone who has not already done it and would like to!!<3

#tag games