#and brooke ily i miss u and im sorry for being such a phantom this year (does not excuse me nonetheless) <3

[jaetaimjadore]

cryingggggg enha just released what im positive will be the masterpiece of a century, @lebrookestore finally showed up in my feed (f u tumblr 🖕), and the weather is ABSOLUTELY DIVINE but here i am stuck in interview prep hell T^T

#im alive i swear i am #and i promise i will be back yall I PROMISE #these past 2 years have been so wOOOoooooOOOOOooooooOOOOooooOOOO #lots of hard work but also so much uncertainty about my future career/life etc #literally cant catch a break #(still cant figure out how i wrote doublure dargent last year 😪) #yall promise me that whatever you do #DO👏NOT👏SET👏YOUR👏HEART👏OUT👏ON👏MEDICINE #it will eat you up inside THIS IS YOUR WARNING #hopefully it will all be over for me on dec 3rd tho and ill get into my dream uni and things will all be fine 🤞🤞 #also i swear im not complaining.. just repenting #and brooke ily i miss u and im sorry for being such a phantom this year (does not excuse me nonetheless) <3 #and to the 201 followers that have somehow stuck by me: i love and appreciate every single one of you! #its really a miracle how i still see notifs on this blog ... #please stick around cause i actually have 2 new fics that im really excited about that i want to finish off and post within the next year!! #anyway rant over i will have a baddie comeback on of these days #i feel it 😌 #medz moodz.☁️