#and can’t eat anything without intensive math because of this stupid gestational diabetes

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The universe can stop now. It can stop. I’ve had enough now, it can chill out. I’m good. It can stop.

#for god’s sake #i’m nine months pregnant #our new washing machcine bought in feb is defective #and i’ve been fighting for a repair or preferrably a return for 3 straight weeks #with seemingly no progress #bc as soon as it was fixed it broke again #no one told us when we bought our house 2 yrs ago we’d have to file for primary residency #so our taxes jumped up 58.6% and our mortgage company raised our mortgage $600 more a month to compensate #i’ve had to call so many county clerks offices to retroactively try to fix that and bring it down #but they’re on a time scale of 6-8 weeks #which mathing out from when i got the paperwork filed is my due date or 2 weeks after #and the bank got part of it fixed but isn’t applying it to our next payment yet #our insurance decided now was the time to require us to use their online pharmacy for ‘maintenance drugs’ #but took 2 weeks to tell me if my pregnancy stuff was considered maintenance bc it’s short term #i’m having to try and get a company to pay for the medical bills from my er trip when i got food poisoning #and it took me dozens of calls just to figure out what bills were coming from where and how much #i’m going to four med appts per week bc i’m stupid high risk #and can’t eat anything without intensive math because of this stupid gestational diabetes #to the point where i can’t even have unsweetened applesauce in my cottage cheese anymore bc that’s started spiking my blood sugar #found that out today #and on top of it all #i just had to call our internet company #bc i saw a $130 bill and was like that can’t be right #but no #it is #the promotion i was put on in november that i was told would last 6 months and keep our bill down to $60 a month #oh no #it was marked for expiration on march 3rd no matter what #and every other thing i was told about it was a lie and now i have to face living with it or finding a new company and i’m tired #just. please can everything just sort itself out so when i go into labor i don’t have to think about any of this shit