#and cos I'm so tired I can't emotionally connect to the fic

[zanarkandfayth]

I have been trying to write this chapter for days and days and it keeps being such a struggle and I don't. know. why. aaaaa I wanna tear my hair out 😭 I have an outline, it shouldn't be so hard but it is, whhhhhhy. how am I ever gonna get ahead of my chapters if it takes me this long just to write one??? sobbing forever

#okay that's a lie #I know why #cos I'm stressing over characterisation #and cos I'm so tired I can't emotionally connect to the fic #which is kinda important when writing emotional conversations #ugh #still sobbing forever #it still shouldn't be THIS hard #writing things #just needed to vent #insert dramatic declarations of giving up writing forever here #tag abuse #THIS WAS JUST SUPPOSED TO BE A SHORT VENT FIC WHAT HAPPENED #I ate cheese for the first time since surgery #I'm afraid