#and croix. she wasn’t doing everything bc she loved magic. maybe it started that way. but she was working against the clock

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Chariot and Croix,,,, even as teachers they’re so young,,, and they’ve had to have felt like their lives were ending,,, they’re still in their twenties they have so much time and Croix always felt like she was running out of time,,,

#the way that they have so so much time to spend together now #oh man…… #they’re in their twenties #very late twenties Croixs 29 Chariots 28 #but still!! they’re so young #and you just know. that decade apart wasn’t them being at their best and happiest #I’m not saying they felt like they weren’t truly alive in that decade. though I won’t not say that #croix worked constantly on the noir fuel spirit and I know she didn’t have a good work life balance #chariot had to reinvent herself into someone who wouldn’t be recognized immediately #chariot had a shot at happiness again and I think she did like being a professor she still got to have a positive effect in peoples lives #all the while showing them the wonders of magic #but still she carried that guilt from the dream fuel spirit around for a decade eating at her #she was so young. that decade was like a third of her life. she spent a third of her life carrying that with her. being someone else #all while probably hearing about how much of a failure she was. and she couldn’t defend herself without arousing suspicion #and croix. she wasn’t doing everything bc she loved magic. maybe it started that way. but she was working against the clock #she was working to save the fate of magic the one thing she cared about she was terrified it would die out #she was terrified #everything she did was maximized for efficiency #she didn’t care what lines she had to cross because if she did there was no way she could’ve gotten as far as fast as she did #when they were kids they only had each other. they went through the hardest times of their lives without their strongest support systems #chariot had holbrooke. but was she really able to tell her everything? was she willing? and croix. croix was alone #croix was alone. terrified and alone with this crazy believe that she had to be the one to save all of magic #they were so young oh my god #soup talks #if you ever want sad chariot/croix thoughts. ur in the right place #little witch academia #chariot du nord #croix meridies #lwa