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#and doing lab reports takes away serotonin so i havent done them to maintain the ability to get out of bed
southislandwren
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2 years
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okay actually i have 1 billion things to do and i am very very guilty about disappointing my professors. but memus awakened something in me today and now i have to rewrite the plot to legends arceus as a coping mechanism
#'i miss trading fics' you'll regret that statement my dear
#anyway its gonna be self indulgent but itll actually feel so good to have some resolution to the volo thing and im gonna fucking kick ka
#kamado's ass
#also i still havent really done any homework and i have a quiz tomorrow in farm ops and i dont even know what we've been learning about
#because i havent been to class in a week and a half or whatever
#honestly i might email lact prof and be like you dont have to respond but remember when i said i was going thru stuff.
#turns out grief doesnt just go away and now its manifesting by making me incapable of focusing on anything other than gathering serotonin
#and things like you showing kindness to me is the only reason i havent just fucking left to go home this semester
#and doing lab reports takes away serotonin so i havent done them to maintain the ability to get out of bed
#ANYWAy theres a lot of emotions in my small body and i am Just a Little Guy.
#also im doing my course evals and unfortunately i cant say i love lact prof with my entire heart bc she'd know i wrote it lmaooo
#but like. i love her with my entire heart and im going to legit die if we dont keep in touch after i graduate
#and i was SO respectful of phys prof i didnt swear or threaten her ONCE
#just a very simple 'she should absolutely not teach this course anymore for the sake of future vets'
#anyway in terms of the fic my plan is to take specific bits of dialogue and build around it. so like 'my story ended when i lost to you'
#is NOT the last thing we'll hear from my dear volo. and the response will be cathartic while still being realistic
#i dont need sleep i need to resolve this volo situation so i can eventually resolve my grief abt my boy.
#also i now have 400 dollars to spend on a cheese tattoo so like. uhh. gotta pick a design i guess
#anyway im writing this huge long tumblr post because i have an unwritten lab report in front of me and im going to fucking die
#and i requested a tour for another apartment (cheaper) so fingers crossed it works out and is not actually 400 more than the listed rent
#i dont have any reliable money because my income sucks and im also super picky so i really need a good quiet cheap apartment to appear
#dads willing to help me pay and my brother may come out and live with me but like. i need my own place like i Cant Live With People
#if you read this far congrats! i am kissing you on the mouth
#but only in theory because kissing is actually disgusting and i'll bite anyone that comes near my face
#okay good bye. until my next diary post
#diary post
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