#and feel like i'm going feral and crazy. always teetering on the edge of losing my marbels alltogether

[robinsnest2111]

to quote Johnny Cash: I don't like it but I guess things happen that way.

#tfw you're too exhausted and in too much pain to change anything about your life at the moment #i feel like i'm actually losing what little control i gained over my life back in 2018/2019 when i lived on my own #and feel like i'm going feral and crazy. always teetering on the edge of losing my marbels alltogether #i dont really like myself at the moment and struggle to take care of myself the way i should and the way i deserve... #wish i wasn't so tired and in pain all the time #wish my parents would stop the vocal and silent judging and shaming #but i guess it be like that... #to them i am nothing but a burden and a disappointment. and no matter what i do it will never change #idk what i'm expecting. won't ever get love or comfort or acceptance from them #a place to sleep and food? sure. anything else beyond that? no. #oops sorry for the whining... #negative #personal #as i said. i am kinda going insane. out of my mind. usually i am not like this. i'm sorry