#and i hate that it makes me Useless beause i am a being made netirely of Guilt

[legovasavouchi]

i just drank a bunch of Work Juice so if u wanna send me an assk nows the time

#work jice atm is rum & coke #it relaxes my muscles (aka my shittty back) and lets me be useeful by allowing me to sit upright at a table #and address and pakc things for saras etsy shop whre i am sort of an employee #things that are currently on my minnd: flowers (mostly zinnias( generd identity; animrophsrs and my art in genral #but all thingsare on the table #i willl deelete this later when i sober up a bit #int he meentime iw illl draw until the booz warers off and my back starts hurting again #im so old i hate how my spine betrays me #but lets be real it betrayed my lile 7 or so yeras ago #and only babies wuld call early 20s a Old Time #my back is a ticking time bomb #and i hate that it makes me Useless beause i am a being made netirely of Guilt #and if i dont Do SOmething Ueful or Hlepful for one or two days #i srtat to self destustct #anywaasys ok y snd me an ask or dont i'll delte this in like an hour after i east some rramen or pizza or something lvoe u alll #for interating ewith em #even he mutuals who are sareas meutuals #who i feel weird if i interact with #becase then its seems like imt he weird olders sibling #who is tyeing to be cool by interactin gwith my youger siblings friends #even if i just really like ur art style but am afraid to interact tooo much so i dont seem like a creep #and yes this very specific now but i want u to know that ur super cool and gerat at art #but i hover bc i'm a bit older and dont wanna seem like a huge Weirdo #imma dreaw for a bit now #once the rum and oke #or rather dr ppepre and krakenw #warers off i'll delte this #but h eeyyyyyyy