#and i misheard him saying 'maggots' as him saying the f-slur

[the-breloominati]

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#like from the second he started actually talking about it (or maybe the second he started getting pissy idk) #i could tell it was an insecurity thing yknow? #cause omfg ok so one day im in the kitchen getting food or smth idk (mightve posted about this before maybe idk) #and i misheard him saying 'maggots' as him saying the f-slur #so i confront him about it and hes like 'oh i was saying 'maggots'' and then goes on to say he has no qualms w/ saying the f-slur #fucking.. ugh #so anyways smth happens idk and he ends up going on about how people have the right to beloeve what they believe or smth?? #i think this is the same day??? anyways it was like.. i might disagree with people but i respect their right to voice their opinions or smth #and keep in mind im pretty sure this started as smth about homophobia so?? it was the kinda yikes-ey free speech take ig #and them im like well hold on a second #do you think that people like milo yiannopolous and richard spencer should be allowed to speak at colleges then?? #like if the colleges should let them speak ig; kinda hard to find the right wording #and basically he ends up going on this thing about how the most important thing to a man is his ideas or smth #and like every man would die for the things he believes in or some other 'ooooh honor' thing #and like i mightve asked him point-blank like 'well do you think this applies to nazis??' cause they really shouldnt have a platform yknow? #and from what i can remember i think he like.. implicitly defended letting nazis have platforms to speak #and keep in mind #this is the same person who; when i has an assignment in elementary school where i was supposed to ask my parents for a story about a family #tradition they had and write it down; made me write the story of how his dad fled czechoslovakia back around ww2; a story so long i ended up #having him write the rest of it #someone who; from what i think i can remeber; was pretty staunchly anti-nazi #and i just #like i guess the best way to describe it is that it feels like smth thats pretty reactionary and its kinda upsetting #idk how to word it really but yeh :/

[the-breloominati]

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#yknow what while im here my dad's also homophobic so yknow thats real fucking fun #like hes said the f-slur multiple times; every time in reference gay people (gay men specifically) #like??? im sorry some guys looked at you in a way that made you super uncomfortable years back?? but can you fucking not??????? #like literally its like saying 'oh some black guy came up to me and did really bad stuff so now i get to call black people the n-word' #like #thats not how that fucking works *at all* #like i misheard him like a day or 2 ago (it sounded like he said the f-slur but he actually said 'maggots') and confronted him about it #and he deadass said he doesnt regret using the f-slur #and like #im like 99.9999% sure my brother's straight so at least it doesnt affect him #and it doesnt affect me #(though it does piss me off how often hes all 'oh i pity the man you marry' n stuff like that #cause ive told him *multiple fucking times* not to say shit like that) #but i cant just sit back and ignore it yknow #like im not gonna tolerate shit like that #so fucking tired of this shit y'all