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0225pm · 7 years

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sad bc no pictures today!!!! :( i didn't managed to snap any because of time constraints :(((((((((( anyway guess who finally get to meet her bb today? 😂 das right, me!!!!!! kind of a bummer bc i didn't expect that i'll actually get a shift on tuesday? i can't rmbr giving any shift for tuesday either but oh well i don't have a choice. but the feel to not go to work today was super strong though. if can, i wanted to skip work just to be able to spend more time with han but of course, i shouldn't be irresponsible just because i want to spend time with the love of my life. besides, it was already far too late to find a replacement + get an mc + i didn't wanna leave any more bad impression since their current impression of me is a little too close to borderline termination (ok it's just an exaggeration but ya idw to be a candidate for termination!!!!) ok so like i met han rly late, we only had about two hours to spend with each other before i start my shift and i was a tad bit grumpy because han sorta promised me meet me earlier today but i guess he was really tired or something. to the point that he even FORGOT that we're meeting early???? rly damn taik i want to punch him. i thought we can spend a little more time together today since we're always meeting during late afternoons but ughHh it was a botched. but i guess i should take 10% of the blame as well since i was about 15-20 mins late. honestly i was deciding what to wear and i was trying to dig out the company clothes from my narnia of a wardrobe (i own quite a fair bit of stuff from the company most of which i bought ages ago before i even started working for them but unfortunately, past seasons clothing pieces are not allowed even though they're bought from the company itself. i need more of their updated season clothing ughHhh). idk man i think i'm damn clingy or like what i heard han said, manja?? idk if there's a diff ah between those two words but?????? ok anyway then we went to have early dinner and i asked him what he wanted to eat and then he said "prata or smth" but when he came back to the table he was only carrying one plate and i got even grumpier bc i was like "then u not eating????" and then he's like "eating eating u makan abeh suap i pon we share" then i'm like??????? wtf i'm not eating alone???????? then he's like nO noooo i eat then i was like, is it u ate alr?????? then he just kept smiling that sheepish smile (the kinda smile that makes u wanna flick him bc u alr know the answer to ur own question) but ya apparently he alr ate chicken at home???? and i was like?????? and then we had a little mini argument bc he was being so passive aggressive about this person i added into ml squad and whom i followed on ig all lmaO so i decided like ok u know what i'm just gonna kick him outta the squad, unfriend and unfollow him ok and then he went all "noOoo i'm ok with it" but i still did it anyway bc idk i just can't stand his passive aggressiveness and then i asked him to honestly tell me???? if it bothers him and then he got all mad at me bc i kept asking and he alr said no but idk man deep down i still feel like a part of him wasn't feeling ok with it bc he raised the topic + even "joked" about how he's gonna do the same wtf idiot i want to puncH him but ok so i just decided to follow that feel i had and went ahead with what i've decided 😂 and then he ended up only taking a bite out of the plate of rice and i ate the rest of it. he complained that it was too spicy so he didn't want anymore (but lol i know it was just an excuse bc he's prolly too full) *rolls eyes* ok n then dayah told me that her class ended early so she was already at paya lebar but it was still a little early (we had about an hour or so to kill) so i asked her to come over to tamp instead and yes we were working the same shift today!!! i couldn't rly read han's expressions so idk if he actually mind or not the fact that i've just invited dayah over without asking him if it was ok but i guess he was ok w it??? bc he didn't seem to be showing any form of displeased during the whole journey to onekm. but u know what's the best thing of today? DAMN han actually waited for like me to end work today omg *cries tears of joy on the inside* and he hung around the store for a bit as well!!!! so i literally get to spend the whole day with him omg except i had to remain professional most of the time but ahHhhhh i love it!! just his presence alone makes my heart skip hehe (ꈍᴗꈍ)ε｀*) and then he tried on a couple pieces of clothing and fuckinG hell he i just can't deal w how good he looks in a plaid flannel man like doOoOdddd he looks foKin good so boyfriend look sia!!!!!!!! ok and then i was like i'm gonna buy this for u mi bb do u want it!!!! n he was like naaWww don't waste money i don't rly need it now but i was like????? fOK idc imma get it for u beb and he's like nooooo but he finally relented and was like ok fine fine hehe ok then fast forward ah to ending work time we had to tidy up everything then i asked him to help me put in the tags haahhaah and he rly did aiyo this boyo so qt i should pay him in kisses (alr did ;) heheeh) ok then he had to wait outside for me cus we officially close at 10 so he waited an hour for me omg fk i think his whole rs w me just consist of him mostly waiting for me sia hais but ok then U KNOW WHAT OR NOT WAH RLY DAMN SAD someone stole his recently bought clothing from the store wah damn dog istg if i catch that person i will ask him or her if she's rly that fokin poor to steal cb go work la!!!!!!! ok but then he said he dunno if he misplaced it then someone took it or smth but i was like???? even if u misplaced it that someone could have returned it to the lost and found area OR SMTH BUT NO THAT PERSON TOOK IT HOME WAH FK I WAS DAMN PANAS want to hurl abuse then i kinda took it out on the security guard lmaO sorry but idk la in the heat of the moment u know but money v precious now cannot anyhow throw. then after that we were walking to the bus stop n then han was like eh u suddenly so calm only and i was like ya i realized that nothing can be done even if i'm angry lol then he's like ya see this is why guys can handle things rationally unlike girls bc y'all let ur emotions take control of u (smth liddat ah idk) then i'm like????? ugh can't fight back bc it's true at least for me la. oh and the HAN PAID FOR THE TOPS ON HIS OWN ALSO OK like?? ok la one of it he wanted to buy for himself but the other one i meant to buy it for him omg like u know first pay gift (even tho its still about 6 more days till my first pay hahaha but since we're alr there then like advanced ah hehe) AND YA IDK LA JUST V ANGRY OK JUST NOW ok then we took the bus back and i asked him if i should get smth to eat then he's like "are u hungry?" and i was like nah just kinda wanna drink smth hahaahah and he was like lol?? bc i was alr holding onto a bottle of milk tea i bought before work. so we didn't get anything to eat or drink and then he sent me home!!!!!! oh and i also just started taking some fiber supplements today to help me with pooping regularly!!!!!! fuckin $70 for one box of 15 days fuck expensive but apparently to see any changes and rly have ur toxins in ur body rinse outta its intestines u gotta be on it for like 2-3 months at least wtf idk how long i must work to to pay for this expensive shit. and ya ofc i know i can just eat veggies but sorry fam ur girl isn't a fan of like 95% of veggies in the world ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ok gonna end this post abruptly bc im tired and this getting way tooooo long + it's alr 4:15am now hahahaahahha thank you bb!!!!! for waiting for me all the time and esp today bc u had to endure 4 hours of waiting for me to end work :') OH AND DID U KNOW!!! when he sent me home i was like sorry u had to wait for so long for me to end work :(((( then he's like "even if you don't have work i'll still wait for u" smth along that line la but hehe so cheesy so sweet this boy!!!! ok time to sleep goodnight!!!!!!! i love you ♥♥♥

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0225pm · 7 years

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ahhhhhh my shimjang~~~~~ (*♡∀♡) the cutest!!! istg he looks damn good in dark colored clothing (aka black LOL) and he looks damn boyfriend with the hoodie on though i don't think i've ever seen him in a navy blue tee before. it was my birthday and i have never been more than happy to be celebrating it with the loml!!! honestly this year was probably the best one in a really long time cus i've got more than i deserved. the bestest mom and aunt, han and my friends. i haven't met my circle of friends in a really long time though cus they're all busy with their own lives at the moment but still, i appreciate each and everyone's wishes including the ones from my cousins!! my initial plan was to meet at dhoby cus i wanted to gift myself a pair of earring that i've been having my eyes on for quite some time but didn't bought it for obvious reasons (aka save $ cus i felt like 15-18 bux for a pair of earrings is honestly a tad overpriced esp more so since it's just a pair of basic small hoop earrings). i thought maybe there's gonna be a sale so i decided to take a look at the store. upon arriving, han practically dragged me into the store and then i looked at the price but lmao it wasn't on sale so i was already leaving and he ended up telling me that he wants to get it for me as a gift but i was like???? nooOooOo i can get it myself bc i've already planned to get it as a gift for me. but he was all like nahhHhhHh idc and he kept pulling me to go pick the pair i wanted bc he's gonna pay for it but ugHhh i just felt like 15 bux is just not worth it for smth so minute omg likeeeeeee that's expensive as heckle so i pulled him out n i was like noOoo if i get it online it'll be much cheaper i can even get like idk 3 pairs or smth then he finally relented n told me ok u know what u MUST get it online then i will give you my card details n then u purchase it online u can get however much u want and i was just????? bb pls (๑•ૅㅁ•๑) we were about to walk out of dhoby to walk over to somerset when i saw that body shop was having a sale so i stopped to take a look at their products for awhile han was just like "DO U WANT THAT I CAN GET IT" and i was like what no i'm just looking at it first LOL but other than the ones that were on displayed outside most of their products were still priced the same (aka expensive) so i told him nah there's nothing i want here let's go. PAUSE DID I TELL U HOW THE AMOUNT OF SKINSHIP N HOW TOUCHY HAN WAS THAT DAY!!!! damn he made me feel all hot i could have just pounce on him if we weren't in public LMAO JK BUT SRSLY THO phew plus looking like a stud in his hoodie w that boyfriend look IS NOT HELPING BC I CANT BREATHE WTF if i die pls blame him for looking like a million bucks. then we decided to catch a movie at lido and me being this "fantastic" multitasker thought that i can maybe meet a buyer before we go for the movie so in a sense i can kill two birds with one stone (meet, get cash and having that extra cash to reward self since it's my birthday). but we ended up not being able to catch the movie cus our food got prepared late due to a careless mistake by the person serving us and also bc the buyer only arrived right at the same time as when the movie starts. so i suggested to han that maybe we can catch the movie on the next day instead since that's his official full off day. he looked a little unhappy so i asked why. he said he would have preferred if we could have done everything we planned to do on my birthday itself but since it has already come to this then it's okay. i felt sorry but at the same time really touched bc it just shows how much i actually mean to him for him to actually want me to have the perfect birthday celebration as planned :') and then we decided to walk around and went towards ion and stumbled another body shop outlet but this time han said he rly wanted to get me smth so i decided ok why not since i'm running outta cleanser soon anyway so he got me a bottle of cleanser and body soap!!! the strawberry one smells damn good i asked him to take one!! walking further down we also stumbled upon the SAME accessories outlet and apparently they had like a sale that if u get 2 pairs it's 20 bux???? but i was kinda like nahhhh u alr got me stuff from body shop n u paid for dinner i m more than happy it is enough save ur money!! but he's like NOOO i alr set aside money that i want to spend on u to pamper u with ok it's not everyday that i get to do this so pls let me do it on this special occasion and i was just going all awww n melting on the insides bc han is the cutest n sweetest human bean :') but i honestly felt bad cus we spent A LOT like idk how much in total but it was definitely a lot. he ended up getting me two pairs of the earrings in different sizes n i'm actually wearing a pair of them now!!! i don't think it suits my face but it's still the cutest pair of hoops n it's a gift i can actually wear for han hehe. HE EVEN SENT ME HOME n stayed till a little after midnight till the end of my bday :') actually he has been sending me home a lot lately like even before my bday whenever we went out he sent me home n it makes me so so so happy bc i like going on long bus rides w him n just hugging his arm n laying on his shoulder it just feels so good!!! ahhh i love han so much u have no idea how much he means to me ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

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