#and im tired of squishing myself into pants that muffin top me

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Can ethical clothing brands be size inclusive BC i can't make my own clothes but also I keep having to buy the majority of my pants from old Navy because they actually fit my short leg, round middle, thick thighs self

#its not my fault genetics and meds mean i carry all my weight in my stomach #and if my pants dont sit right i look pregnant #and ethical brands are made for tall thin elves #not my ugly ass #i am IN TEARS #my Frank and oak order got delivered today (i had a gift card) #and its all gotta be returned #and idk what im gonna use this store credit for since im apparently a whale for their pant sizing #the biggest size available fits my middle but is comicsllt large everywhere else #and im tired of squishing myself into pants that muffin top me #and im not the right shape for plus sized its really JUST midsection weight from meds #i am going to fuckin *** #its good friday im supposed to be prayinf but im in mental hell #and my mother is watching Hallmark movies at volume 500 theres no escape #and I promised myself no video games today bc good friday fast #anyway i dont LIKE skirts generally #but i get the appeal bc theyre easier to size for my mii shaped ass #just. absolute apple shaped unit #yes i hate myself SO much