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Also sorry for not replying to any dms or anything anywhere to be honest im trying to decide if i want to live to see 27

#which is uncomfortable for people to hear so they pretend they don’t and I get that but that’s my reality so. shrug #mrow.org #sorry that I feel very seriously about this

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the person editing my piece for the anthology put my work through a translator…… 😣

#I’m quite upset about it they assumed I didn’t write the english version myself and just put it through a translator #so they put the one in my native language through another translator to get a different eng ver and asked me if that’s better and I was like #no ? I wrote both myself it’s not better the eng ver is disjointed now 🥴 #I told them to just edit it themselves and let me retranslate it based on the edits #I know the person is an undergraduate and this is probably an opportunity that looks good on their resume but … I actually gasped when I #read the email ? #when the whole anthology comes out I’m gonna have to have a talk with the founder especially if it makes no sense ? like #the entire thing is made up of foreign students’ work btw #mrow.org

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hi!! if anyone in the uk is free and able and interested in jazz (particularly sonny rollins) on the 13th of may, my supervisor/mentor sam reese edited a collection of his notebooks (the notebooks of sonny rollins) and has his book launch at our university (free to attend). you can reserve a spot through the eventbrite link below.

#sonny is his hero and now they’re friends and it’s very 🥹🥹🥹🩵🩵🩵 #the notebooks of sonny rollins #I’m gonna do my best to be there for many reasons including sam is the reason I haven’t quit writing + he’s the reason I enrolled for a PhD #in the first place. but if anyone’s around and wants to go pls LMK #mrow.org

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Here’s a uquiz I made! No unkind or shady results <3 

#black; love as healing #😖 #-> Your love is the carefully tilled soil of last year's garden. #In that way loving you is rich with possibilities and growth. #You are a quiet weekend night as the stars begin to wink down at you. You sit you listen you reflect. #Perhaps in the past you've been misunderstood maybe by yourself. Everything has the potential for love. Love is a promise for you. #quiz

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if I forgot your favorite subgenre or misclassified a band feel free to argue in the replies 👍

#traditional + nu #polls

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Just checking.... We all pronounce Miette like My-TAY in our heads, right?

#what is wrong with op like

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oh my god can’t even teach english as a second language abroad because im not english 😁👍🏻 love this world

#absolutely crazy insane how everything ever is ruled by the english born world #mrow.org #im so mad I’m about to rage cry

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I’m actively waiting for the middle bridgerton boy to discover he’s actually gay

#I was banking on eloise but accidentally spoiled myself on her future #aweks.bridgerton

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might wanna do those calculations again chrissy

#acnh

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#lgbt

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hm

#little bit uh. feeling like I don’t wanna be here anymore. not here as in tumblr but here as in. yknow. #anyway sorry I don’t wanna post it on here but I just need to vent it somewhere. I’ll prob delete it soon. #I’m just really tired of pretending anything’s ever gonna get better for me #I feel so genuinely powerless to change anything #I’m just very tired #mrow.org

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made accidental gelato

#it’s so good #mrow.org

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can I use anyone’s user tags in yuqi?🫣

#mrow.org

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#SCREAM

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youre an olympic level hater. i respect it.

they asked me to represent my country in the sport of hating i said no. i hate my country

#t

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I also think it’s been very interesting to see people’s reactions to the yuqi solo in comparison the group songs produced by s/oyeon because on top of the appropriation of other cultures she’s so proudly edging towards r@dical f/eminism in her work (and all criticism of her i’ve ever voiced has been met with violent transphobia, might i add)

#I could talk more about it but it would get long and windy but yeah #yuqis music is much more my style and you can tell she’s a lot happier #mrow.org

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the entire yuqi album is so good it just further proves my point of that group holding her back and the fact she keeps arguing w the leader and has said publicly she disagrees with her on every creative decision she makes

#it’s very very sad but I’m very convinced that when they disband (because they will eventually) she won’t be a part of yuqis inner circle #anymore so 🤭 happy about that! #mrow.org