#and in the end what made adam unhappy and tired and strung out? everything but ronan

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#i hope this web weave brings some comfort for my friends struck by ch49 #its all about adam lying to himself as a form of self-preservation? always has been. #adam lying to himself because he thinks it'll be easier to kill his old self if he's back to base-line-needs #and in the end what made adam unhappy and tired and strung out? everything but ronan #he was creating those unhappy tired and strung out balancing acts at Harvard #ronan being the only thing keeping adam true to himself #if i see one bad take about their relationship development in greywaren #i will commit acts #magic is about intention SO ARE CONVERSATIONS #greywaren spoilers #greywaren #pynch #adam parrish #ronan lynch #the dreamer trilogy spoilers #the dreamer trilogy #mine