#and it’s causing tension btwn us whenever it comes up

[xannerz]

if i don’t get a raise tomorrow.

#LOOK this has been an insanely stressful summer. #I’ve been $tretched thin due to familial obligations and growing expenses #one of my coworkers didn’t get a raise earlier this summer and I’m shitting bricks for myself bc I’ve been busting my ass lol #works gotten more stressful and I’ve been too anxious to take sick days even when I need them #I actually like my job but I’ve been depressed and burned out as fuck #my moms health has been yo-yoing #I’m watching aze tiptoe towards arm genowside … 2!!! #my psych upped my dose 2x and my meds just don’t feel as effective anymore #my homophobic mom’s been scrutinizing my ‘friendship’ w my gf lol #and it’s causing tension btwn us whenever it comes up #my weights been fluctuating and I haven’t made a lot of progress #and I’ve had to start taking bentyl for my cringefail stomach LMAOOO #I feel very sad and defeated!! I’m helping support my family a lot! I’m happy to help! but things are very very very hard rn!! #this isn’t a cry for help I’m just venting but good vibes are appreciated Ty 😔 #xangoeswah