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#and it's taking a bigger toll on my brain than i thoguht it would
hishoukoku
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3 months
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#I feel like I'm bothering ppl with my bullshit and i can't shake the feeling that everyone is fed up with me
#I wish i could go live in a cave by myself sometimes
#.....(let it be the 10k gods cave at least T.T)......
#no but for every hour of intense serotonin i get from things i love...I feel like a worthless trash the next few hours
#Almost like i don't deserve it because even saying HELLO sometimes makes me feel like a bother
#and that's to ppl /I/ consider friends
#ive lost the ability to even realize who considers me a 'friend back'
#not that i have anything to offer
#plus i have to do some shit at work that i dont like
#and it's taking a bigger toll on my brain than i thoguht it would
#but its fineeeee cause I have the ability to bury myself in the things I adore to stop even the slighest real world thought from occuring
#hyperfixations ftw
#'cept SOMEtimes like now when im overwhelmed that i feel like i dont do them justice
#I'll delete this later I'm just.. Tired..
#Ishidarambles
#Personal shit
#ranting in the tags like an OG tumblr user
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