#and ive been doom scrolling on the breast cancer subreddit lmao

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#dont know who else to talk to about this because it feels so personal but i feel anonymous on here #yesterday i had an ultrasound of my chest and they found something abnormal and ordered a biopsy #and its been on my mind every minute since then #the mass looks uncomfortably similar to the google images that pop up when u search 'malignant tumor' #and ive been doom scrolling on the breast cancer subreddit lmao #and im aware that its just stressing me out more but i couldnt stop and almost started crying #like the results could come back completely normal but.... im terrified of that not being the case #and i dont know how to deal with it until the actual procedure #its on friday but time is going so slow #all day ive been wanting to just blurt out my feelings to everyone ive talked to #but it feels so embarassing at the same time #so thats why im posting abt it on here i guess #i just literally dont know how to process my feelings rn