#and like halfway thru the concert I kinda started choking up a little I was like damn maybe I don’t like coming to concerts by myself

[princess099]

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#also I went to the oneus concert by myself which is nothing new to me I always go to kpop concerts by myself I mean honestly I half like #going alone and half don’t…I like it cause I don’t bother anyone and I don’t like it cause it feels lonely #but overall I’m genuinely fine I don’t dwell on it too much #but anyways I was already sat on my seat and we were all waiting for the concert to start and my row was empty like I had the row entirely #to myself it was so nice and there was a few empty seats down from me but the rest was full and like then I hear these really nice girls #tell me hey do you want to sit with us and I was like oh no it’s ok #I was like wait they noticed me and then the other me was like well yes obviously you stick out like crazy like the entire row is empty #except me #but yeah I was like no it’s ok thank you but I don’t they heard the thank you part hopefully I didn’t sound rude or anything cause I do get #told that my tone sounds mean and that I have a rbf sometimes #and like halfway thru the concert I kinda started choking up a little I was like damn maybe I don’t like coming to concerts by myself #and maybe I should’ve said yes #but honestly it’s so much better that I didn’t sit next to those poor girls cause I know damn well I was starting to stink like I was sweaty #and I was like yall I need to be away from people like trust me it’s better that I’m over here by myself