#and lxc was trying to heal and save the man who murdered his brother lol

[ibijau]

You know that I find funny when people say something about how bad NHS was? bc I think that he really could have been far worse like my boy could have really taken far more damaging paths towards revenge in which he fucked everyone over but he cared about the collateral damage in all the ways he could during that time :p and there’s also the fact that in that world? he’s one of the people who have the least amount of blood in their hands :p

nhs could have been so, so much worse. I mean, not to say that what he did was all sunshine and flowers! but honestly, you could argue that he probably attempted to have as few deaths as possible.

There are only three deaths that were unavoidable for his revenge plan: Mo Xuanyu, Su She, and Jin Guangyao. Qin Su is collateral damage but nhs had no way to know for certain how she’d react to the news, and I’d argue that he was right to let her know the situation. The Juniors were put in danger in Yi City, but considering that wangxian were also being led that way, one might argue that the danger was always controlled. nhs knows what lwj and wwx are capable of!

I’ll admit that killing those cats was creepy as fuck but considering nhs was raised in a sect that feels casual desecration of corpses is ok, his standards for morality are what they are from the start.

The fact of releasing his brother’s fierce corpse in the streets and letting him make his own way to jgy was a shitty decision, that almost killed some children. But at this point, jgy is clearly very, very close to making his escape, and for all this part of the story nhs is making increasingly riskier decisions so I’d argue there’s a hint of desperation here.

Still, it could all have been worse. I’m the first to call nhs a monster for his actions because, welp, it’s fun, but the height of his cruelty was killing a bunch of cats and letting other people’s fucked up sense of morality come into play. nhs hasn’t killed people in a fit of rage, like wwx and nmj. He also hasn’t tortured anyone to death, like wwx and jgy. 

he isn’t a good man, but he could have been so much worse and honestly, wwx has no fucking right to be pissy at nhs the way he is in CQL because my good man, even if you’ve decided the crimes of your old life don’t count anymore, you still did far worse than nhs did lol

#jau rants #baby weasel #I think the real reason people are horrified by nhs is because he used good and kind lxc as his weapon #but welp that's all he had at that moment #and lxc was trying to heal and save the man who murdered his brother lol #timetomakeanewwish