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#and maintain all the information on a single read w/o actually following the instructions/examples myself a few times
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pretty sure adhd has primed me perfectly for getting absolutely obsessed with video game optimization
#this is a little tiring honestly like please go back to being obsessed with making characters kiss again
#mostly what this is doing is shoving me into pools way beyond my depth (simulators where i have to read Real Documentation)
#(in order to use the programming bc buttons intuitive to normies are not a part of anything's base functioning)
#it's pretty fun when brain is like 'whee this is enriching!!' mode but thinking abt it now is like. what the hell. dude that's tiring
#people are right when they say that a human given no work to do will eventually make up tasks to do
#and i do think that people are naturally eager to learn and absorb new information
#are we innately good or evil idk for certain but i do think we are innately curious and eager to learn
#it's fascinating to think abt too bc this is like a totally different dimension to hobby engagement than what i usually do
#(aka create transformative works and post to tumblr/ao3)
#i was brushing my teeth wondering how the people so deep into the meta aspect of video game hobby stuff archive like
#their simulations their guides their spreadsheets and calculations and everything
#since while fannish it's not on ao3 even tho i'm pretty sure that SOMETHING in there counts as valid to put on ao3
#and then i realized 'oh. they have github.' and their own hosting sites and whatnot
#ao3 really does display a very particular view of fandom that i'm realizing is not What Modern Fandom(tm) Is
#so in this regard my adhd is serving me well by giving me interest in a broad range of things that relate to the hyperfixation
#oh my god this feels like the hobby equivalent of writing good lab reports bc you enjoy writing as an art and the science you study
#at least this documentation is very readable even if i don't have enough experience w compsci to be able to absorb
#and maintain all the information on a single read w/o actually following the instructions/examples myself a few times
#still it's kind of bothersome to be hyperfixated sometimes. like can i please just go back to daydreaming abt the characters kissing
#花話
#but yeah the fandom experience going on here is pretty different. it's less social i think despite taking place in a discord server
#it feels almost like an academic conference or smth? hmmm. bc scrolling through fandom tags on social media
#and then consuming fan content like that and interacting w creators directly there as a focus is very *social*!!!
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