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#and make it my identity. how do you achieve constant bliss? separate the nucleus and the fuzz.
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whenever i think/talk abt a "you" it's at least 5 different people usually
#ive been thinking about how you separated the star of david into triangles and taught me about the equilibrium about as above so below
#are we in equilibrium? ive been thinking about the star of david and the rest in peace beneath it
#fuck the fascists and fuck how they took you and fuck how theyll take everyone. am i good at analysis?
#it turns out weve all been lying a lot. it turns out the person weve all lied the most to was ourselves.
#ive been thinking about your 5 journals and a whole week of crying just to realise our sin. you felt like a nucleus inside a fuzz of
#electrons and i felt like the fuzz of electrons. we caught a ribbon and followed it past the point of discomfort
#this is how you breathe so that you dont die and this is how you breathe so that you do. on your own terms.
#i am going to be a good architect. i am going to be a good engineer. i am going to be a good neuroscientist. i am going to be good.
#i reserve the label for being a let-go-of-labels person. i am going to be the one who lets go of identifiers
#and make it my identity. how do you achieve constant bliss? separate the nucleus and the fuzz.
#suffering from the impact of the self and the self-image، you told me about the bliss of separation.
#okay. let them hate the cloud. youre inside of it all. i am nothing. this is not a label for the self. mereology is a lovely thing.
#baby you are ripping through all these spiderwebs just to live. this is part of the normal developmental process. i am surrounded by people
#who throw sums of millions out of their mouths like any other lovely word. i cant stand the thought of your loss
#except only in theory. ive been thinking about the bird with the broken wing in florence and how we stood around it until
#two friends picked it up and took it home in hopes of nursing him back to flight. ive been thinking about how we are designed to care
#for each other. tomorrow you will have your dreams crushed. the day after you will keep going. we are sharing
#in the wonders of being perceiving beings. isnt that enough? why do you need to perceive the monstrosity of your own soul? is it
#because i love you? is it because you love yourself? you love yourself enough to allow yourself to feel the terrible corners of you.
#you can finally stand on your own. you can only stumble forward until you walk for the first time.
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