#and my appetite is gone which is a bad sign since im still on t

[kiilonova]

kind of losing it with how everything costs money usually at least 100 dollars and like THATS TOO MUCH! THATS TOO MUCH! I DONT HAVE THAT! i cant sell jewelry for more than $10 apiece bc everyone who likes my art is broke!

#cro zone #impulse-bought a tablet to replace my laptop which has been half-bricked into a desktop #for whom we only have the tv as a monitor rn #but um. theres still a bunch of stuff we need yeah #the state of georgia like the state admin is going straight to hell all of them. what the fuck do you mean speeding ticket over $800 #just take the fucking car then bitch. ill kill myself in front of you #scam system wouldve literally cost us our apartment if josh didnt happen to get a holiday bonus (that didnt even fully cover it) #man. i want a table. i want vegetables. i want to afford going to the doctor #i think the cyst that burst is ahving complications but i cant afford the er again #and im out of my antibiotics which were super loadbearing apparently #bc now my skin is a grease pan and ive been having constant stomach aches #and my appetite is gone which is a bad sign since im still on t #and my joints fucking hurt so bad all the time that its making me even more blind than i usually am #im so hurt and worried and sad and im never going to get any peace bc i started adult life broken anyway #and im not rich enough to get other people to take care of me #i really destroyed my health working at bath and body works for like 1200 total #like how could i not kms at this point like i cant take it anymore i want to give up