#and my mum is just going to keep lying bc ik she’s really ashamed of my SH scars

[macbcth]

my grandma won’t stop commenting on my SH scars and i kind of froze bc i didn’t realise my mum hadn’t prepared her or anything?? or talked abt my depression at all?? so my mom said they were cat scratches— just a blatant god awful lie In Front of me— and now my grandma won’t stop asking questions abt it like oh what cat! and when will they go away? and i think im going to have to sit my very Indian grandma down and explain depression and self harm to her in my broken hindi and i’m dreading it so bad

#i hate that i have to do this but im sick of her asking questions #and my mum is just going to keep lying bc ik she’s really ashamed of my SH scars #so i can’t count on my mum for support #im going to literally have to be so so brave yall im so scared #but you know what they say do it scared #hopefully she won’t make it a big deal #im just not going to talk to her if she does like lowkey i don’t need another judgemental adult in my life #aisha.txt #self harm cw