#and now im worried that my dehydration might be causing my hallucinations because they arent typical for psychosis

[caffeinatedopossum]

Why are there always new symptoms showing up?? I just want a fucking break ;-;

#hello and on todays episode of wtf is wrong with resident hypochondriac opossum #i think maybe im extremely dehydrated and cant absorb fluids properly from drinking them (i think this for a variety of reasons) #and its starting to become very concerning and i think i need iv fluids like asap but i have no insurance #and also if i did theyd think i was crazy and not treat me condescend me and possible even admit me to inpatient msntal health #also having severe pain in my throat spreading to my skull that feels like someone jabbing me from the inside #which could be a sign of a compressed nerve so that fun /s #jesus christ im so tired i need a break i need this to stop #the pain alone is making me dizzy #and making me sweat which is dehydrating me more #ive tried everything i can think of and nothings working #i drink plenty ive cut out caffiene before i drink electrolyte drinks i make sure i eat enough salt etc etc #and its NEVER enough #oh yeah cant forget the compression socks and two different meds i tried to help me not pass put #guess what they didnt work either #and now im worried that my dehydration might be causing my hallucinations because they arent typical for psychosis #and maybe even my seizures which is really really bad #like i could go into a coma and die if i continue this way bad #but like that cant possibly be whats going on right? surely im just exaggerating because of anxiety #theres no way itd be that bad #my gf is basically a doctor and she would've done something by now if it was that bad #but hhh #why do i feel like this #why else do my hallucinations get worse whenever i sweat or exercise #why else do i have an extremely fast heart rate and fainting and im thirsty all the time but the second i drink i have to go pee already