#and omg i dont live in china hahahaha

[lansizhuis]

How did you find mdzs? I'm really curious on how you found it, or do you live in china and like, knew about it ig???

IS SOMEONE ASKING FOR MY MDZS EXPERIENCE??? YOU ARE GONNA REGRET THIS HAHAHAHA ok imma put it under the cut bc im gonna make a dissertation lol

- so i returned to tumblr after a 3-year hiatus last may/june and i saw a mutual make a graphic of the opening and i remembered tagging it as: 

- i ended up pushing and pushing me watching it back bc i got lazy and well i’ve never tried chinese anime so i was kinda iffy until i finally got around doing it after weeks (more than a month actually hahaha)

- i only read that misleading summary from MAL (??) so in my head, “beloved shidi” = “archenemy lan wangji” = bromance (I DIDNT EVEN KNOW IT WAS BL LOL)

- then i watched the first ep and i was so stressed bc idk what’s it about the chinese language but i feel like my player is on x2 speed and i didn’t know how to pronounce anything or like who were the ones on screen AND WHY DO THEY HAVE SO MANY NAMES

- but i absolutely loved wwx’s character and okay confession i thought that the beloved shidi = archenemy lan wangji = bromance WAS LSZ AT FIRST hahaha bc he was the first one wwx touched oh god i was so dumb then i saw that his name was different 

- then this long-haired dude appeared flying on something with pretty hair flowing and a stoic look and apparently this was “hanguang-jun” (i wasn’t reading the names flashed so i completely missed his name)

- AND THEN JC SHOWED UP AND THERE WAS SO MUCH TENSION AND THEN THE MOON AND THE MUSIC AND WWX’S FACE (and i still wasn’t reading the names) and i was screaming bc this must finally be the beloved shidi = archenemy lan wangji = bromance 

- and then wen ning appeared and i was thinking “oh so did wwx called some random strong corpse that was buried in mt dafan? cool guy”

- THEN MY FAVORITE SCENE HAPPENED with this hanguang-jun dude gripping wwx’s wrist and now i had to backtrack bc wait hold on I THINK THIS IS THE LAN WANGJI GUY

- jc appears with a close up on his glossy lips as he says, “well, well, so you’re back - wei wuxian” and he does a flip like lmao how fucking extra i knew i was gonna love that purple man

- so now i know that beloved shidi =/= archenemy lan wangji (still didn’t know who tf the shidi was) 

- then we get transported in the past and i was thinking “aww, wwx looked cute with his purple friend” AND IT WASN’T UNTIL THE END OF EP3 that i finally realized that the “purple friend” was my “purple man” AND HOLY SHIT also apparently was “beloved shidi”

- binged 6 episodes and found out it had a manhua and a novel; didn’t wanna read the novel (never was a fan of novels even in the jap fandom) so i read the manhua but it was over so fast and i was thirsting for content so i finally caved and read the novel

- THEN I FOUND OUT IT WAS BL (super late i know forgive me) AND I WAS SCREAMING BC HOW PERFECT CAN THIS GET

- i was still mad about the names bc why are there still so many jfc we’re already in episode 5 

- made my first graphic of wangxian then made some infographic to help me remember who was who lmao

- scrounged for every resource i can find after finishing the entire novel in 2 days

- overall, was still mad about the numerous names lol

IM GONNA END HERE OR IM GONNA REACH A LIMIT HAHAHAHA but yeah that was how i started like i know you didn’t ask for so much but i wanna rant lmaaao

#answers #anon #you didnt ask for an essay yet here we are #then i made this sideblog last week of aug slash first week of sept #AND NOW HERE WE ARE STILL CRYING ABOUT MDZS hahaha #and omg i dont live in china hahahaha #lansizhuistalks