#and pbviously she was going to take it

[robitherat]

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#vent bc im am angsty teen or w/e but #god. every fucking time i talk to my mom about school and classes or just. in geberal honestly #i want to bash my fucking head against the wall and die. she fucking. ugh #no i dont want to do an independant study instead of a normal art class. no i dont want something else on my schedule #no i dont want to take another semester of math because you think it gets me the honors deploma even though it FUCKING. DOESNT #no i dont want to take both english comp and AP. no no no no no fucking n o #no i dont know why the counselors didnt tell me this or that was an option. i dont fucking know what my friends class is like #shes trying to get a college art class bc the prof at the college saw her art at the school art show nd was like #yo youre good as hell come work with me #and pbviously she was going to take it #but now my mom is all like 'is she taking it alone with him or with a class?' WHY THE FUCK WOULD I KNOW????? #all bc shes heard of him having like. affairs with college students or something??? which shes never like. #explained any further. or told me where she heard that or anything #and the friend hasnt even started with him because they still have to sort that shit out bc its never been a thing before!! bc shes a #prodigy!!! like thats so fucking cool and she is so so so skilled and talented and AMAZING #but everything is just. 'how can i make this conversation as difficult as possible to have with my child" #and that wasnt even fucking relevant to the conversation we were fucking having in the first place!!!! #like i was trying to talk about MY schedule and how *I* get to hang out with MY art teacher three different periods thru the day!!!!!! #byt she gets so fucking hung up on shit that doesnt even fucjing matter and then *I* get glared at when i dont know every fucking detail of #other peoples lives. sorry i dont know shit about the class that still isnt even set up yet that IM NOT FUCKING IN #amd then theres the whole 'oh YOU need to figure out what ceramics stuff ypur art teacher wants so we can give it to her' #and when i tell her that my art teacher ended up giving half of the LAST batch away to an art teacher at the priv catholic school its all #'well thats great i dont care you need to figure out what your art teacher wants for me.' LIKE??? OR WE COULD JUST FUCKING DONATE DIRECTLY #TO THE OTHER SCHOOL THAT COULD PROBS USE THIS SHIT MORE THAN THE TEACHER YOU ALREADY GAVE $1000 WORTH OF GLAZE THAT SHE DIDNT. FUCKING #NEED. #its like. 'i dont know' isnt a valid answer woth her even when the question is fucking ASININE. #or just. ugh #she doesnt fucking listen!!! she never fucking listens no matter what !!!! #its always 'oh you could do this' i like where im at. i have a plan 'oh but you could do this instead' i dont want to do that mom 'or this #might work better' OR YOU COULD SHUT THE FUCK UP FOR FIVE FUCKING SECONDS AND LET ME HANDLE MY OWN FUCKING SCHEDULE THANKS