#and that leaving things unmade because you're waiting for your perfect self to be able to accomplish them... that's keeping IN the poison.

[twerkyvulture]

im the guy who just realized that when you're doing something, it eases the pain of not doing everything

#art. activism. social life. diet. learning skills. budgeting. any of that shit. anything. anything #and everything #idk man i get hurt a lot by what i could be doing. #that's never gonna completely go away. #but like... idk. i just watched Thought Slime's video on the concept of being Good At Art #and the idea that making your terrible art is getting out the poison #and that leaving things unmade because you're waiting for your perfect self to be able to accomplish them... that's keeping IN the poison. #anyway i've been painting my little ponies and boycotting brands that use my dollars to enable slavery and genocide #there's no optimal art. there's no flawless boycott. i could still be learning spanish and educating myself on inequality and and and #but yknow. when i'm using my sharpie to dye pony hair inefficiently and mark mondelez and coca cola owned products in my house. #i'm doing something. #you gotta do something. it literally does not fucking matter what #it doesn't have to be good enough. it doesn't have to impress anybody. it doesn't have to make money. #it just has to be SOMETHING.