#and that was also so out of left field cuz I was deeply ace at that point

[spocksmalewife]

cracking up at the way i showed up to a friend's function in hs with a condom tucked into my skirt waistline just in case like girl what were you THINKING was gonna happen that night?

#i remember the decision to do that too #i just grabbed it from my night stand and tucked it there with something i could only describe as a sense of resolve #“gotta be prepared for anything” #and proceeded to make 0 moves on anyone there #even though my options were literally 2 people #and even if i did we were all literally sleeping on the same floor #4 of us were crammed onto 1 mattress like honestly #and that was also so out of left field cuz I was deeply ace at that point #also i'm p sure it was one i got from pride and it was yellow and glued to a lollipop stick 💀