#and the pharmacist was being a dick and going like 'uhhh there shouldn't be a difference 🤨🤨'

[threecheersmaka]

Pretty sure I made my pharmacists think I’m a fucking junkie so that’s great 😐

#im a fucking moron and got the name brand vs generic adhd meds mixed up #cause APPARENTLY the generic meds are the ones that work for me and not the name brands #but i just got like 60 fucking capsules of the name brand thinking it was the ones that work for me when they're NOT :( #and bc i already ordered them and bought them i can't swap them out #and i ordered SIXTY FUCKING CAPSULES #so now I can't get my meds for the next two fucking months #and i was freaking out and asking if there was anything i could do to swap them #but there isn't since its a controlled substance #so now i have 60 capsules of a useless medication on hand #and the pharmacist was being a dick and going like 'uhhh there shouldn't be a difference 🤨🤨' #except there fucking is and idk how the hell to explain it #like there is a difference in the manufacturing and i guess my body absorbs one better than the other #anyways and now they probably think im a junkie cause the generics are the ones you can snort #and the name brands have some kind of anti abuse thing done to them so you cant snort them #i mean like. i have snorted my meds before lmao but i don't usually like doing that #i just want the ones thatll work for me since its finals season :( #and also theyre really good for helping with my emotional regulation issues #like i would not have almost burst into tears in the middle of the pharmacy if these stupid name brand ones actually worked #shut up maka