#and the surgey to remove them would be extremely risky and debilitating. just the anesthesia alone would kill him. so i chose euthanasia

[mosquitinho]

Last night my other cat Luli passed away, just 12 days after Titi. He really didnt want to stay away from his brother for too long. I know he's doing better now.

Damn I'm too much of a mess to make a nice post for Luli today, I'll probably do a better one later, but I just miss these two so SO much!!!!!!!! I've taken care of them for the most part of my life, and they've taken care of me, and they've taken care of each other until the end. 17 years with them, I don't know how life is without them, I literally don't remember how it was, but I'll figure it out. Rest in peace Luli, I hope you've found Titi and you're licking his lil forehead until he gets mad at you rn. Rest in peace my babies. I miss you I miss you I miss you I love you I love you I love you

#lhis tumors got so big in the last 2 days that he couldn't breath well anymore #and the surgey to remove them would be extremely risky and debilitating. just the anesthesia alone would kill him. so i chose euthanasia #he was on my lap when theyve done it. im happy we were able to give him a peaceful and painless way to go #im happy titi was able to go peacefully too (it was a natural death in his case) #these were the best parts of the 2 most brutal and stressful and saddest weeks of my life . knowing they didnt suffer #i dont know what i would do if my gf wasnt here going though it with me. baby i love you so much #my cats