#and then covid hits with a steel chair alsjak

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My body really is just trying everything it can to be ouch ouch hurty hurt huh

#the klock keeps ticking #its like first major depression then covid hits and also my left side is acting up #which like its my ribs and having covid makes its worse cuz breathing troubles and excessive coughing #hurts very bad i hope it goes away soon cuz i dont got time for that to be an issue #then yeah just sickness getting worse i cant sleep very good and i wake up all drenched in sweat ew #and my nose is getting stopped up now grrrr and then i had awful stomach pain today too #and the meds im taking put a really bad taste in my mouth like it tastes like i just threw up and i cant get rid of it #its very strong like unbearably so #honestly my life this year so far has just been like something absolutely horrible happens to me #and then i barely get to process it cuz something brand new and even more horrible happens that makes me forget about the first thing #but like its still a major problem that i have to deal with so like once the new thing is over i still will be depressed #and then covid hits with a steel chair alsjak #like come on now must we really do this right now #cant we just. not #i may have found a slight possible possible ray of hope like something that may possibly be a turning point #but honestly every single time ive felt hope the past few months it goes horribly wrong every time so ahahaha why bother getting excited