#and then she mentioned that she didn't really like vanilla cupcakes but hey we can totally make both vanilla and chocolate cupcakes!

[kittyhazelnut]

i am losing my fucking miiiiind

#i have a new years eve 'party' with a few friends tomorrow and I made the mistake of mentioning to friend N that I was gonna make cookies #and fudge to bring because. you know. i like cookies and fudge. duh. self-explanatory. i want to bring cookies and fudge. #and N (who i stg needs to be With Her Friends at least six days a week or she will die or something) was like 'we should bake them #together that morning!' #and i knew i couldn't say no because any time I say no or that I don't want to do something or that I don't like something it becomes #a fucking interrogation so i was like fine. whatever. we can bake them together. #except THEN she said that she doesn't like fudge!!! so let's not make fudge!!! oh but actually she has a gReAt cookie recipe from her #baking class last semester! we should use that! and we should make cupcakes too! #and i'm like GIRL????? THE WHOLE GODDAMN POINT WAS THAT I WANTED SOME MOTHERFUCKING FUDGE???? #so fine. whatever. i just made fudge and I can cut it up tomorrow and bring it like i'd planned #because i knew if i said i really wanted to make fudge with her she'd get all pouty and 'pretend she's fine' but not really #and i didn't want to deal with that. i know how to make fudge. i can make my own fudge. #and then she mentioned that she didn't really like vanilla cupcakes but hey we can totally make both vanilla and chocolate cupcakes! #which is great because i like both! so that works out really well! #well i offered to bring the vanilla cake mix and guess what. #no come on guess #you'll never guess #she said i didn't have to worry about that because she doesn't really like vanilla cupcakes :D #GIRL??? WE HAD THIS CONVERSATION???? #AND she said she'd buy the ingredients and waited until today and then had a panic attack and didn't leave the house SO that's gonna cut #into our baking time tomorrow. which honestly I would be thrilled about if her two solutions were either I meet her at the store at #baking o'clock OR she goes shopping first thing and then we still meet at her house at baking o'clock #like no! go buy them! i'll meet you at baking:30 #I'll meet you at baking + one hour #i lack the mental capacity for this I stg #i wish she had more than three friends because she's the only friend I see on a regular basis and it's still not nearly enough for her #OOOOH FRIEND H WITH THE CLUTCH! SHE SAYS SHE PREFERS CHOCOLATE CUPCAKES SO WE'RE MAKING BOTH NOW #you know. if we have time. since we have to buy the ingredients first. #it's gonna be a trainwreck i already know it #we baked together one (1) time and that was my birthday cake (and I tried to say I didn't like x flavor and she was like 'but whyyy it's so