#and then they hide it with a shiny fantasy of war and glory and patriotism and pull more people in

[ashendalia]

I don't know what to do with myself so all I end up doing is starting off somewhere thinking about how Griff deserved so much better than what he was given in his life

#fate rambles #🌕 #he needed help and therapy to help him handle his trauma and guilt #but from what ive seen with his stories nothing was ever offered to him in those 8 years #the higher ups most likely just cared about having warm bodies on the battlefield and winning their war #and never looked at these people and see that some of them are getting fucked up and maybe we should get them some help or something #who gives a shit if this soldier lost his whole squad bc he did give us a big win in the battle #why would he feel regret over his actions that killed his allies when they also won the battle no thats crazy #this government doesnt care about its people fighting it just cares that it can use these people to keep expanding #and then they hide it with a shiny fantasy of war and glory and patriotism and pull more people in #which definitely happens all over in the world here too #anyways im rambling #but griff should have gotten therapy and a service dog not a shit ass medal and untreated ptsd