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#and there's this prof who thinks im deliberately downplaying my skills
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#definitely not feeling my best lately
#the end of the semester is always hard
#bc understandably im tired
#but have to study more than during the semester for the upcoming finals
#but really it's more than that
#ive been trying to make peace with who i am academically but it seems impossible
#i can't fit in anywhere
#not with the ~great~ students bc im not good enough
#not with the indifferent students bc i study all the time
#and there's this prof who thinks im deliberately downplaying my skills
#which is both frustrating and painful bc im literally giving it my best already
#im just not that smart!!
#you know i was positively excellent back in school
#and now im average
#not bc im not trying
#im doing my absolute best!
#what else am i supposed to do?
#so now it feels like befriending my lab partner was a mistake
#i adore her but she's so brilliant and i feel like im dragging her down with me
#it also feels like asking my favorite professor to be my thesis supervisor was a mistake too
#bc i adore him as well and he thinks way too highly of me
#and i am so going to let him down
#oof
#txt
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